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Tuesday, July 15

Had a really funny day today. I haven had such a good laugh for ages already! And its all thanks to jessica! She's so humourous in her unique way and somehow today everything she says just triggers my "laugh" button.



Stayed up til 1.30 am on sunday night to have a heart to heart talk with my sis. We're so bloody similar in our character and thinking! We'd never want people to see the weak side of us so no matter what happens, we'll put up a false front. Sometimes it might seem that I don't care, but the more I care, the less I'll want to show it. I really don't know why, but all these thoughts are really pouring out now. I guess I just want a place to vent out my pent up feelings. I don't like to appear to be needy and so I'll never ever put my pride aside to make the first move to others etc, unless I know they wouldnt mind me coming to them all the time. You could say that Im insecure but even in my insecurity, I don't want any one to know. Often, I'll fear that all of a sudden, my friends will see the flawed side of myself and distance themselves. So sometimes, I'll be the one doing the "distancing" for a while, so that I wouldnt be hurt so much. Well, that was in the past, right now Im doing my best to prevent these old habits from arising again.




I feels so childish writing all these...sounds whiny oh dear. Im too people conscious. I might not really care what others think, but what my friends think are VERY important. Alright I'll just stop here.



Well, at least there are things worth smiling for! 加油加油！才四个月。。。我可以的！路虽然遥远，但应为有你们在，我一定可以渡过这个考验。。。



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