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Saturday, January 27

Hmmm, i wanted to post an entry after stj but i procrastinated until one week after it.

Saturday 20/1/07
Stj-Fun. haha. It was ultra ultra funny. There were lots of weird photos taken. Didnt know our class were actually so crazy. Our seniors treated us to Ajisen Ramen. To tell the truth i don't really like to eat ramen...but the food was quite nice la. Just that i had a pretty late lunch and thus had not much of an appetite. In the end i couldnt finish like half the bowl of my ramen. But thankfully i don't have to feel guilty over the fact that African children are starving and im wasting food-cos one of my seniors (CB) helped me to finish it up.

After dinner we went to some isolated part of the esplanade and we sat in a circle to play some games. The murderer game was rather comical cos melissa kena murderer twice and whoever she winks to never seem to realise it and she has to wink like 3 or 4 times before they're killed.

Later on was photo taking time! Weird poses and funny ones. Serious expressions and dramatic ones. Had lots of fun watching and posing for the photos. yepps.

Sunday 21/1/07
Went for the first lesson of math tuition at smart lab.

Surprise Surprise! I saw Debbie. Dont think she recognised me right at the start but i guess she remembered me after a while. She's still as friendly as ever! Two other st nicks/ ex st nicks girls were there-kelda(not sure if its the correct spelling) and karina.

Then there were two other hwa chongians in the same class too. Wad a coincidence, but i've never seen them before just like they haven noticed me before. I guess this simply just illustrates what a small place Singapore is.

The teacher taught us functions. I couldnt do most of the questions.

Sighs. the rest of the day is nth worth mentioning.

Monday 22/1/07
PE conditioning!

Totally horrid. I ran until....i nearly died. Not very surprising tho, considering the fact that i haven exercised for like ages.

After that was tutorials, lectures and more tutorials. Not a very happening day.

Tuesday 23/1/07
GP diagnostic test first thing in the morn! Can die. I guess i prob failed.

Went for touch rug training in the afternoon. Was quite fun la. We ran quite a lot. Played a bit too.

Wednesday 24/1/07
Totally boring day. One plus factor tho-i get to go home early! Cos they cancelled that day's huang cheng.

Thursday 25/1/07
boring.

Touch rug training in the noon. Nearly died. I finally realised that im certainly not cut out for sports. I cant even survive the basic trainings.Sighs. Thats where my short comings lie i guess. but then again, i seem to have a Lot of them. :(

Friday 26/1/07
Jap lessons-second last one. The next and last lesson will include a test. Which i guess i will most likely fail due to lack of time to study plus lack of intellect.

Saturday 27/1/07
guitar lessons! i played it until my fingers turned red. but after the lesson we went to macs and i had a nice time catching up with sammie and huifang. Long time never talk to them le. Sam had to go of at 12 cos her mom wants her back for lunch...then hf came to mi house. We practised guitar together using sam's book. haha.

Thats all. My week has been pretty boring. hmm... still got 2 letters to write. one to my mortal, one to my angel. And i Still haven figured out who my angel is. My mortal says its him, but then there are like so many loopholes. Haha. Making me rather confused sia. Nvm, shall pretend i dunno anything. Makes things more fun right??

yeay! Its the weekend! And tmr i got tuition. sighs.

Wanna just cancel all appointments.

heehee...

i believe what i see with my own eyes rather than what i hear.

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10:09 PM

Saturday, January 20

Haven blogged for quite some time already. Many things happened within this time span.

Firstly i must begin with wad hwa chong is like. The first week was simply fun and enjoyable. Thank you OG mates for making me look forward to school everyday. :) Sadly, we all separated to different classes in the second week. Things haven been the same since then. Im really trying to like my class, but i cant seem to be able to stop thinking about what my class would have been like if they were my og mates instead.

But anyway, my class ppl are pretty nice people actually. Its just that i haven exactly made any effort to try to get to know them better. For this entire week i feel like i haven really been interacting with them much and preferring to hide away from them. Its so dumb really. I guess if i behaved that way in my og i wouldnt have had such an enjoyable time. Yesterday night i decided-enough is enough. I shall no longer indulge in self pity and inferiority. Im going to make every effort to learn more about them. It takes time for that to happen but im totally determined to like them an awful lot. Just hope that i wont get kicked out of this sch after liking them.

Hmmm, i still haven decided what CCA to really join... still pretty much torn between guitar, astro, recrea tennis and touch rug which sounds pretty fun from what i heard. huang cheng is what i have for now. Its really tiring and im starting to wonder if i can even cope with all that homework and stuff. what's more i like to procrastinate, which makes things worse. Sighs.

i wonder who my angel is...but i simply cannot guess. i suppose its because, out of the 20plus ppl in my senior class, i only know a handful of them-about 6 or 7 max. And i hardly know them well enough to guess who my angel is. But regardless of that, he seems like a very nice person indeed. I heard of something disturbing from h.c senior though. She said that the guys in her class would purposely choose chio girls to be their mortals. Well well... i wonder what my angel's reaction was when he found out who i was.... Must have been pretty disappointing i gather. But thats the hard fact of life. Not everything is fair.

Munyee has been pretty listless and tired of late. She hardly seems to laugh and has a troubled look written across her face most of the time. Its quite worrying to see her like that and i have no idea what to do to help her(if i even can) . Thankfully she seems to have cheered up when i saw her on friday. Glad to have that same old funny munyee back mann! i hope she stays this way and not revert back to that moody personality.

Lectures are a real bore. i seriously cannot sit through an entire letcure without yawning about 100 times and day dreaming about other stuffs...

Suddenly no flash of inspiration...shall continue blogging some other days...

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12:50 PM