Oh gosh. Am too pissed of/amused/sheepish to think of anything to counter my younger sister's arguments on what a bad "thing" i apparently am. Ah wells, my dear girl, by the time i collate my points and organise everything properly, you'd be in hot soup. I'll shoot a thousand and one arrows at you and block every arrow you aim at me.
But then again, judging by the TIME i have nowadays, you'd probably have to wait a looong looong time to feast your eyes on such an interesting but yet terribly true essay that will reveal your darkest and deepest secrets....beware...The Best has Yet to come...
Oops, distracted from researching by that dumb girl's stoopid blog. Now i shall resume my original path of orbiting around my planet. SHHHH Dun disturb!!!
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10:31 PM
Just now we went to pasir ris to sell tickets for charity. Me, yi hui and sheena practically went to every door of 3 and a half blocks of HDB flats. Knocked and knocked, persuaded and persuaded, walked and walked, sweated and sweated...and sold 36 tickets altogether.
You can't say that is no mean feat, cos it is. Because we are a group of three, each of us would have to sell much more tickets that the rest despite going to about the same number of flats...
Oh, and we did notice an interesting fact though. The pasir ris guys who bought tickets from us are easily better looking than practically ALL NJ guys. How sad can that be?
Urgh, i wonder if you are ignoring me on purpose. Dang. Okay. this is a bit random lol, but then again, randomness is one of my most obvious traits.
Oh and we had oral presentation workshop today. I realised that i really suck at it. Im too nervous and i've probably lost all that confidence i used to have speaking in front of a class full of people. Not that my past confidence was a lot, but at least i could think on my feet better then and also not portray my nervousness so much. Perhaps it was because my english teacher used to ask me to read out loud in front of the entire class almost every lesson. No wonder they say practise is important.
And i've just read huifang's blog. The part where she said about shi xuan's message: I miss you.... Oh gosh, how i wish that would happen to me someday...LOL.
But heck la. In the end im most prob just gna lead a life like that: Graduate. Work. Retire. Go and be a nun.
Im feeling horribly tired after an entire day out selling tickets. I ought to retire to bed but then again, there's GP VA to do. SIGHS. Oh wells, i guess i'll have to bear with my tiredness for a while. Meanwhile, i'll just scoot off to do the research that i so need to do.
Ps: harry potter is out! Im on two waiting lists! Yeay...
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9:42 PM
Sometimes i feel that i am too caught up in my own life, misery, happiness that i just neglect those good friends that i really care for but hardly show it.
Its like i'm not even making any efforts to learn about their feelings or to show them any care and concern. I'm just too tired and heck care.
I wonder if this nonchalant attitude of mine is going to leave me with no close friends in future.
Its not that i don't know it. You guys are really good friends. I can really sense your concern and I'm grateful for it, really. I just hate myself for being unable and unsure of how it reciprocrate.
I try to, but sometimes i forget. Its irritating.
And all along i've maintained that friends are one of the most important relationships in my life and yet i'm always taking it for granted.
Maybe this lesson will only be learnt if you are all taken away from me, or have all drifted apart from me like brittle leaves being washed away from the shore.
I wish that will never happen though.
I'd be devastated.
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9:27 PM
Tuesday, July 10
Im reading Twilight again. A tiny paragraph from there just happened to catch my attention and changed my perspective of life.
“Rosalie is jealous of me? I asked incredulously. I tried to imagine a universe in which someone as breathtaking as Rosalie would have any possible reason to feel jealous of someone like me.
“You’re human.” He shrugged. “She wishes that she were, too.”
And that kind of set me thinking. Some of us spend the most of our lives envying others and being jealous of their seemingly perfect lives. Even when some misfortune befalls those “perfect” beings, we are still able to argue that whatever they are experiencing right now is nothing compared to own personal sufferings. Yet, we fail to see that while they may have owned a great deal of things, but that may not be what they truly want deep down inside. Mostly we are merely concerned with perfection and neglect the fact that each and every one of us is given a life for separate reasons. No one is flawless. Maybe if we start to become envious of someone else, we could try to re-evaluate our lives and look at the bright side of things instead?
In Twilight, Edward was always so concerned over Bella's thoughts and feelings. It suddenly makes me wonder if there would ever be any person who values what i think and feel so much...and bothers to constantly communicate with me to find out more about myself.
Anyway, me and Sherf went to Pizza Hut today for the pizza hut tour. The tour was astonishingly short and it made making pizzas seem like the easiest thing in the world. We settled down for some soup and a personal pan pizza-haiiwain. It occured to me that the whole trip seemed to be just about having a meal there. I was pretty much enjoying the food although i was eating really slowly from the 3rd piece of pizza onwards.
After finishing the pizza, Sherf and I were threatening each other to pour chili bits and cheese respectively down each other's coke, but refrained from doing so. Instead, we busied ourselves with tampering with those two containers so that the cap was just right. Not too tight so that it wont fall out but not too loose for the attendant to realise it. This was inspired by the rachel incident whereby the whole cover fell out on her food while she was adding cheese.
After sometime, hyperactive me got kind of bored. Thus when i looked at Sherf's cup of coke, i had a mischievious spark in my eyes. Lifting up the cheese container, and carefully holding it in such a way that the loosened cap doesnt fall out, i swiftly added them to her glass of coke. Immediately, she jumped and flared up for a while before remembering that, hey, she has a chili container too. Thus she lifted it up and aimed at my glass of coke this time. Alas! She was no where as careful as me and conveniently forgot the fact that the cap was loosen. In a flash, chili bits were all over the table and my shirt and my glass was practically half filled with it. The whole table was in a mess and we both couldnt help but burst out laughing. Then we realised that this could get us into a situation of embarassment should the teacher or waitress notice and decided to scoot out of that place as quickly as we could. Sadly, we didnt remember to take a snap on the hilarious scene. :(
okayy, i think my description did absolutely no justice to the truth at all. Sighs. Ooh, show is starting...shall stop my blogging spree for now.
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6:31 PM
Monday, July 9
Im losing track of the days fast. Just got myself hooked onto the book Twilight. The language stephenie meyer uses is simply too beautiful to be true. Her description is so vivid that i can practically imagine the scene out in my mind, creating this lovely yet dark "movie" as i plough through the book. It's totally mesmerizing and im still kind of surprised that i actually managed to put the book down to even go online. Well, it's been a really long time since i really became so absorbed and immersed in a book.
i suppose the plot itself plays a huge part in capturing my attention as well. An almost impossible love relationship between a vampire and a human...ahhh sounds ultra sad yet sweet and touching. The playful and mischievous bantering between those two-i simply revel in reading that. Sighs. But yet again, it all seems so untrue, something that will only happen in books and never in real life. LOL. Though if that really does happen to me in real life, i doubt i'll be as observant to notice that Edward is a vampire. AND that Edward person would probably be able to read my mind freaking easily, so im obviously like all the other ordinary human beings.
My sister just commented that i seem to be very free and doing nothing all the time, lazing about. Hmmm yeah, i suppose that is really true. Its the after effects of Common Test i guess, although i wish that this post CT syndrome wasnt so long and i would quickly regain my motivation to start studying as soon as possible. But then again, i never really did possess any motivation to study. Sighs.
Urgh i cant resist it. The urge to read is too strong.
you know one thing? I kinda hate blogging on blogs. Its so exposed. Anyone can see what you type. Anyone can learn about how you feel if you choose to reveal the truth about how you're feeling. Its so easy for others that its scary. Sometimes there are things im itching and bursting to write about but i dun want anyone to see. Urgh if only i knew exactly what you are thinking now i wouldnt be feeling so troubled.
oh gosh...Twilight!
listening to songs can be damn....relaxing....and emo-ing. hahaha. Im kinda in a random mood now. So im just blogging whatever that comes to my mind even if there is no link.
yesss tonight is tvtvtv all the way from 7 to 10! Whee...
But seriously, i ought to be worried...getting one U only would definitely be too good to be true! And that doesnt even seem remotely likely. Dang. I wonder what kinda bad grades i will get... Sighs but since its already over, i shant dwell in the past. Shall move on!
Sheesh my eyes keep flickering to the bottom right hand corner of the page.
Checking the time since its nearing 7!
hmmmmmm why aint any of my pw gp members online yet?? oh no! maybe they are online but just that im now in a different dimension and they cant see me, neither can i see them! hmmm now thats a scary thought.
okayy i ran out of public things to say. Shall....
read twilight!
Wheeeee <3<3<3<3
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6:06 PM
Friday, July 6
Yesss exams are finally over and it took me about a week before im feeling settled enough to blog. I tot that CTs were HELL. Most prob gonna fail everything thanks to my incredibly "smart" strategy. I purposely gave up on studying chemistry so that i would score well for the other 3 subjects. Alas, my plan backfired and i think i did badly for all four, Especially Chem!!! I think even 25% also cannot get liao. Sighss....
Anw, we went to the jurong wave pool for a group outing including Sherf, Nana, Pager, Qiao and Yihui. Without my specs i was practically blind. had to be led around by nana they all until i felt comfortabke enuf to be walking by myself. Tried out the wave pool, and then went to swim about 6 laps altogether. to tell the truth i was pretty disappointed with the wave pool. i was kind of hoping that the wave would be stronger. Anyway we tried out the slides. At first me, sherf and yihui were all reluctant to try it out cos it was so damn high. And it looked really freaky. Brave me went first and realised...hey it wasnt really that scary after all. One slide was followed by another and more and more until it was no longer any bit scary.Hmmm, i must say that i really to do have a lot of trust in my frens. Firstly i volunteered to be pz's first bike passenger and ended up crashing into the tree. then i volunteered to be sherf's "dummy" to save and ended up nearly choking...hahaha
After swimming we went to have dinner at pizza hut. Damn ex meal. But i had fun listening to pz talking bout the movie Urban Legends and other stuffs like the oprah winfrey show etc. Seems like she's a damn knowledgeable person and she loves kids! Bet she'll make a great mom.
hmmmmmmmm i lost my train of thoughts. Currently my mind is too preoccupied with some other stuffs. But im glad that NJ's enrichment week is one entire week! i feel damn relaxed now. Archery today was not bad... Quite fun.
Sighhh suddenly i miss being in our scrabble team all over again...
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8:31 PM
The Princess
Name:Abeline/Shinzo Abe/Maggie/abalone/da mee/xiao mee/abby/Xiao bao/Si mao
age:17! No longer sweet 16:(
sch:NJC
horoscope:Aries!
