Been watching a lot of movies recently. Just today, I went to watch Iron man with Sheena and Yihui. My fifth movie in this month. As usual, we bought a lot of food into the cinema to enjoy again. The shilin chicken tasted really good when you’re sharing it with others. And this time they didn’t put so much chili, so it tasted just right. We all ate pork with asparagus too! Yummy mann. Thinking about it now makes me drool. Wish I could have one stick right now to go with my bee hoon.
Today’s lessons were mundane as per normal, but learning bits and pieces of sign languages helped to keep me awake. While I was practicing sign language to myself and walking up the stairs, Mr Lim suddenly turned back and asked me, “Wah, talking to yourself ah? Do I need to call up Sharon Phua to see you for counseling?” THEN I realized that while doing those hand actions, I was actually speaking aloud too! Drats. Must have looked so stupid.
I think Im becoming more and more engrossed with sign language. After watching Iron Man, I even went to Bishan library to search for sign language books to borrow home to learn. Hopefully, me and Mayqi would be able to learn how to tell the heaven’s coin story using sign language soon.
Talking about being engrossed, sign language is not the only thing Im obsessed about. There is also….bridge. Yeah. We played it today too. This time, darling owner was the one on a winning streak throughout. She won every single game! But I benefited too, since I was her partner for every round except one. Is this fate or something?
Heaven’s Coin was pissening today. I just finished episode 6 and I feel like scolding kazuki for what he did! Oh wells, I can understand that he felt troubled over what he thought happened between Mahiru and Hiroto but the thing is-he wasn’t regretful about what he did at all! I hope its just momentary, and as I watch on he will try to make up to her.
Food for thought:
Is it possible to miss people even when they are around you most of the time? Is it possible to miss people when they are with you? Im really curious about these human emotions. Missing-an emotion Im not even sure if I’ve experienced before. What exactly does it feel like? Out of the whole spectrum of emotions available, I think the only ones I've experienced before are happy, sad, disappointed, worried, nervous, pissed...Okay actually its quite a lot. Never mind.
On the ending note:
Man U won barca 1-0 this morning! I was awoken from my sleep early in the morning by loud cheers and the commentator yelling something about Manchester United has done it! Its gonna be an All England Champions League final. Liverpool and Chelsea-guess who will make it to the finals?
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8:05 PM
Tuesday, April 29
Chelsea won Man u 2-1 on saturday. Now that jose mourinho is no longer Chelsea's manager, I'd much rather they win than Man u. Oh, and Frank Lampard's mom just died not long. May she R.I.P.
Monday: "There are quite a lot to look forward to this week. First there is today’s half day-I dunno what sort of half day this is, since all we miss is one measly period of chem. But heck, at least got miss something. Then there is the Ben and Jerry’s Free Ice Cream day tomorrow! I cant wait to try the supposedly heavenly Chocolate Fudge Ice cream! Plus there is Labour day on Thursday! All these perks are just what makes my week a little more bearable and worthwhile."
On Saturday my parents and I went to Tiong bahru to queue up for the prawn and bahkut noodles which was shown on TV last Tuesday. We queued for almost an hour! (Okay, correction: My parents queued for almost an hour while I waited, sitting down. Feeling quite guilty about it already…)
When we finally had our steaming bowls of freshly made noodles, we all agreed that the wait was worth it. The prawns were fresh and juicy and the kway tiao was smooth and chewy. The chili was appetite stimulating too!
However, I think the main highlight of the whole dish would be the pork ribs. One bite into it and you can taste the tenderness and succulence of the meat. On the whole, the entire meal was delicious! After finishing one bowl, I was still yearning for more but the queue was still extremely long even at 3 plus in the afternoon. Hopefully, they will maintain their standards and still provide us with scrumptious prawn and pork ribs noodles next time.
During tuition on Sunday, I found out that NJ was just about the only freaking school who is having Common Test before the June holidays! Of course, the school is assuming that we are very motivated students who will work doubly hard over the June holidays after realizing that CTs results are not going to be up to the mark. Unfortunately my system just doesn’t work this way. After the CT I’ll just want to relax, Relax and RELAX. Oh wells. Somebody really needs to discipline me this holiday.
Perhaps its due to the influence of Heaven’s Coin, we started learning sign language actively yesterday. I learnt the entire alphabet sign language during Chem Lecture and then eventually moved on to words and short phrases referring to this book Mayqi borrowed from the library. I think its so damn fun!
Then later during contact I tried to pick up more phrases. Really taxing on my memory. And then Mr z tried to get us to memorise the kreb cycle products and glycolysis thing. And not to mention all those complicated rules of contract bridge which Kenneth tried to teach me, yihui and Jason later on. Talk about information overload. No wonder at the end of the day my head felt so heavy. Alternatively, it could just be because I feel like sleeping, or my grey matter has gained substance!
Yesterday’s PE was cancelled and made into a free period! I finally understood the true meaning of inflation, which means a rise in the price of goods whereby the same amount of money can no longer buy the same amount of goods. In this case, I paid the same amount of money but the rice I got from the Indian food stall was merely a handful. Literally. I think if you push the rice altogether, you can just scoop it up with one hand! And because the food was so little, I was still hungry and remained hungry all the way till I reached home at 4 plus.
When my sis came back from school yesterday, I witnessed her love for me once again. She was beaming widely and waving to me enthusiastically when I was unlocking the padlock. Alas! The moment I unlocked it and she was let into the house, she stopped smiling. So it’s all wishful thinking on my part, and a love of convenience on her part!
Talking about my sis, we’re going to be separated from each other really soon! On Labour Day, my parents are going to make full use of whatever labour available at home to shift my desk to the room so that me and my sis will each have a separate room! There goes our night chatting sessions…Oh wells. Maybe occasionally I’ll still pop by to disturb her.
Arsenal thrashed Derby 6-2!!! Damn. I bet it’ll be a super nice match to watch. Why didn’t they make it to be on Saturday or something? Bleagh!
My Dad was pretty conky this morning. He just started talking in Cantonese for no rhyme or reason. And he said he was trying to teach me Canto so that I can learn a new dialect. And in the lift, he suddenly flashed me a toothy smile, waved to me and brightly said, hello!! Weird. I thought it was something only me and my sister would do! I guess what my dad says is true. He may be old in age, but he’s still young at heart.
Ben and Jerry’s free ice cream day today!! We queued for two rounds of ice cream! I ate Chocolate Therapy and Cookie Dough ice cream! Yummy! They were heavenly. My gluttonous nature was revealed when I still had the stomach to eat oyster mee sua even after the two ice cream cones!
Today is Ah Wang’s last episode. And he finally learnt to accept the fact that sometimes, loving somebody doesn’t mean holding on to them tightly, but rather letting them go and setting them free to find their own happiness.
GP’s lesson was damn shiok. We spent like maybe half an hour or so in class completing whatever group work we were supposed to do. And then chew yan and I went to have our lunch! Joined by my beloved owner a while later! I was a bit shocked to see her when she came down. Too frightened that my owner will catch me eating something else other than grass. Surprisingly she didn’t scold me! Wahaha. And then after lunch, we played (no points for guessing right) Bridge! Two games only though, since we had to go for chem remedial later on.
Watching QIANG TAN! now. Hopefully, it'll mean that I have another new stall which sells good food to patronise with my parents this week.
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Our Promise (:
8:01 PM
Friday, April 25
Today's Math test was horrendous, as expected. I was hoping that by some miracle, I would be able to repeat my feat of passing without actually studying for it. Oh wells, must be thankful that I was lucky once.
Econs test was a disaster as well. Failed a supposedly "very easy" test which Clara Lee said it merely tested us on BASIC concepts. Guess Im still pretty unclear about my econs concept. AND common test is coming up in like 3 weeks or so? Damn. This is just so me, all talk but no action. Keep yak yak yak-ing away about how the tests are nearing and Im no worried that I'd do badly and all, and then? Go home and just dream up of all the possible policies that I could employ to solve the lack of motivation problem. Unfortunately, Im just discussing army stuffs on top of a piece of paper. (In case you cant do direct translation, I mean "Zhi shang tan bing")
Apparently, ms lee wasnt very happy about our test results and she just left our class without a word.
Cant blame her though. It must be hard to see your class performing poorly despite trying so hard to teach them. Are we taking her for granted?
GP lesson was super duber confusing. Ducro just kept coming up with new techniques aiming at helping us to improve. But sadly it just served to make us all more bewildered than ever. I prepared multiple highlighters to underline the supposed four types of sentences but ended up not catching which were which. To be frank, the whole lesson left me baffled, with lots of question marks surrounding my poor head.
(Current image in my mind: a cat-ion with a question mark sign. Meaning of the image: Mi Lu Mao! A lost cat with four paths to choose from.)
Went to Botak Jones for lunch with gc members again today! The Fish and Chips were damn filling. I ate until my stomach nearly burst! Okay, that was a mere exaggeration but Im positive that I felt a tummy when I touched my stomach! (Main point here is to show how full I am and not the tummy.)
Oh yes. I must say that we are really affected by the Bridge Craze in our class. Its like all our available free time would be spent playing bridgeif there are at least four people around. On the way to Botak Jones, we played bridge in the bus. At Botak Jones area, we played bridge again. Then on the way back to NJ(for cheryl) and to bishan(for me, yihui and nana), we played bridge AGAIN. Wait thats not all. After Cheryl left, Zhen Long came up the bus and we immediately snapped her up to get her to play with us too! We're seriously crazy about it.
Oh, and just to add, I practically won every single game I played today, with the exception of the very last game, which I know we could have won! Ah wells, but it just shows how good my luck is today! Even when my cards aint that good, eventually I still managed to get a good partner and win in the end! Jeez if this kinda luck carries on, I wont ever get tired of bridge mann. Never knew it could be so fun.
Anyway, before I start to dwell on some cheem da dao li about bridge and life again and initiate parallels between those two, I shall hurry up talk about the movie we watched so that I wont keep blabbering about bridge.
WARNING: Possible Spoiler to those who hasnt watched the show and want to
Name of Movie: Hansel and Gretel Type: Thriller cum horror Rating: 3.5/5
Why you should watch the show: It makes use of human fear of getting lost to come up with this plot. When you are lost in the woods, feeling all tired, scared and lonely, you'll just have no choice but to enter the house even if you know clearly that there is something wrong. And it tugs on your heartstring when you see how those kids have suffered when they were so called "alive". But ever since they killed the guy who tortured them, they were stuck under this curse of staying as kids for ever and being unable to leave the house where they can have anything they wished for. The plot is pretty good too. I personally love the ending the most. It was so heartwarming to see the kids finally learning that loving someone doesnt mean tying them to you, but rather letting go of them so that they can find their own happiness. If I were just a little more sentimental, I would have cried already at the end.
Why you shouldnt watch the show: At some parts, the show can be rather slow moving and it gets a little boring to keep seeing the main character try to leave then keep arriving back at the house again. Also, you want to know the story behind it but they're just not showing it to you quick enough. Its like tying a hotdog in front of a dog with a fishing pole and no matter how you run for it you cant eat it until your owner takes it down for you to eat. Very frustrating.
But in the end when everything comes to light the show just falls neatly into place and most of your questions would then be answered.
Speaking about shows, I've finally encountered another show which I think has the potental to equal that of My Lucky Star.
HEAVEN'S COIN.
Okay, im still in the early stages so I cant make the comparison right now, but imagine getting addicted to the show right from the very first episode! Im entranced by the beauty of the plot. A deaf and mute girl trying to win back the affection of her beloved who lost his memory? Score one! A deaf and mute girl who is also pretty and adorable? Score two! Not bad looking main char who plays Light in Deathnote? Score three! Home run!!
Right. That was lame.
Anyway, I think my sister is taking revenge on me. I previously came up with this system of having a flexible timeslot of "disturb my sister" period whenever I feel bored or down or in a mood to poke and irritate someone. So all of a sudden she began to have her own timeslot for disturbing me too! Still remember the day when she can to stand by my table and was eating her banana when she started waving madly at me and singing bananas in pyjamas! Crazy.
But okay, Im like the pot calling the kettle black since I do this kinda things all the time to her too! Must be the genes. It really runs in the family:)
Alrights. Getting rather tired. Need to prepare myself to wake up early tomorrow so that I cant secretly watch Heaven's Coin without my parents knowing! Hahaha...
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Our Promise (:
7:58 PM
Thursday, April 24
Im DEAD.
Seriously. Why?
Reasons: 1) I have an econs test tomorrow. 2) We're tested from chapter 6 to 10 3) I have never even started reading chapter 10 once before. 4) Im still at chap 7 5) I studied chap 5 yesterday thinking it was tested 6) Not only do I have an Econs test tomorrow, I also have a maths test 7) We are tested on Vectors. 8) I cant recall a single freaking shit about vector. Whatever dot product cross product I just dont know! 9) We are also tested on bionom, poisson as well as normal distribution. 10) I haven started studying for a single maths chap tested. 11) Finally, IM STILL WASTING MY TIME HERE BLOGGING!!!
Dumb right. Unfortunately, I've recently discovered a terrible new trait that has evolved from me over time. STM! So I'm afraid that if I don't put all these memories into words right now, the past few day's happenings will just roll around from me like a penny. Or a coin.
(PS: Just in case there are people who are not good at short forms, STM means Short Term Memory)
Bridge is becoming a more and more frequent part of my life. For the past 2 days consecutively I've been playing it. And the good thing is, Im not the only one addicted to it! Addiction is DA BEST when shared with a couple of good ol friends! The more I play it, the more I see the link it has to real life. Or rather, the difference it has from real life.
For example, in bridge you can sort of guess what the person is thinking from the cards they throw and whether they help you or not. But in real life, its just not possible. Humans are so bloody complicated, what they do may not have any indication of what they think at all. I should know that pretty well. Sometimes that act of nonchalance just appears as a shield even though I really do want to care about things in general. But its that fear that caring would hurt yourself more that I just decided to build up a wall around myself. Let selective people in.
Its like a selectively permeable membrane. Except that its not true that I let in all those who I want to let in. Some people, no matter how much I want them to diffuse through that membrane, I just cant seem to let them through. Cant seem to have the courage to. Then again, I've read somewhere that "walls are built not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break through the wall". Oh wells. Those who care, you're welcome to break through this semi-permeable membrane!
I've finally understood that not all sayings are true. Surely, after yesterday's encounter, Im positive that the grass on the other side is NOT necessarily greener. Went with the whole GC group to the humanities symposium at VJ yesterday. I was expecting to be led into a super nice conference room, with air condition on at FULL BLAST. So being ks and all, I even brought along a jacket.
Turns out that me and my jacket are not meant to be. I'd just die if I actually put on my jacket. You see, instead of whatever I've been dreaming of, they brought us to this small LT which was so horribly stuffy. At first I thought that the air con was not switched on. So never mind, when they turn it on, it'll start to get freezing cold and me and my jacket would be reunited once again. So much for my imagination.
After a long long time, the air was still warm, stuffy. And when they finally brought in standing fans, I just knew that the air con has probably died. So my love for my jacket died as well. After vigorously fanning myself with the booklet they provided, we all decided that enough was enough! If they treat us guests like that(make us sweat like cows), it would be justified for us to leave at break. And so we left. Good decision I must say. Although its not as if we had a plethora of choices anyway. There were only two.
1) Stay in the incinerator-like LT and get myself toasted til golden brown(I wouldnt mind the tan though)
2) Leave the terribly hot place for a gasp of cool air as well as catch a nice air conditioned bus home.
Guess what we chose? Zero points for the correct answer-Its so damn obvious. Pack our bags and leave of course!
Oh wells, at least NJ will never torture guests like that. They torture us, Im sure, but we're their students and there is nothing we can do about it. But hey, we come all the way across the Singapore island to this remote area of VJ lugging our bags along and they just chuck us in this warm and stuffy LT like that? Oh wells, I really have no idea what to say about their hosting skills.
Alright so as to ensure that my blogging time has been at least a little productive, Im going to spam econs knowledge here. Im now at the topic of Inflation, which means a sustained and inordinate rise in the general level of price. And there are two types of causes for Inflation, demand-pull and cost push inflation. For dd-pull, its like for example my mom brings home a chicken pie. Its the maximum number that she can buy already, with the amount of money she has(You can infer that she is poor. Either that or she spent her money on something else! Tsk Tsk)
Anyway, that means the economy is at full employment. So both me and my sister are hungry and we want to eat it. My mom decides to sell it to us. Since there are two of us demanding for one curry puff, or did I say chicken pie? Yeah, so my mom decides to jack up the price. Instead of selling it to us at $1 she decides to sell at $20 so that she can have the money to buy a new handbag.
And there goes the concept--->dd increases but SS is unable to increase further so there is a shortage of goods available to meet the demands, so general price level increases so that only those are are willing and able to purchase the goods can buy it.
Alternatively though, both me and my sister can buy the chicken pie or curry puff for $1 and then divide it between the two of us to share. Each one pay $0.50. As the 881 song goes, "Each person one half, relationships won't sour", so me and my sis shall simply share the chicken pie and nobody needs to care about inflation anyway.
See? Why make things so complicated? Sharing makes the world go round. Sharing makes Inflation go down!
And goodness gracious me! As Im here talking about all these nonsense, an entire hour has just flown by! Gotta cram 4 chaps of econs into my brain in 2 hours! And not to forget 3 Chapters of maths! I can just forget about sleeping tonight.
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8:04 PM
Monday, April 21
Today is a very chickeny day. Chicken for lunch, fried chicken cutlet and chicken balls for snack as well as oily oven toasted chicken wings for dinner. No wonder my phelgm doesnt clear!
Maths lesson today rocked mann! (I dont mean it literally)
Reason?
Teacher absent and the new relief teacher happened to be some non-scary young guy that is of our age and hold no authority over us. And this guy also happens to be called Jiamin and happens to be a 07S24 maths rep. No wonder we're not scared of him! Well, anw this relief teacher did attempt to flash us the assignment answers-Im not sure if he tried to explain though, since I was playing bridge throughout the remaining of maths lesson.
I seriously think that we(me and rachel that is) are getting more and more addicted to bridge. It went to the extent that we even stayed back just to play bridge! But that was only for a short while since me and Yihui went to Bishan GV to watch Forbidden Kingdom.
Overall I must give it some credit for the funniness of some parts la, but it was quite disappointing on the whole. I really must stop going to watch shows with such high expectations.
Arghhhh a stupid dumb idiotic horrible mosquito just bit my right eyelid and its itching like hell now. Unlike anywhere else, I cant really scratch it!! Thats the worse part, when something itches and you cant scratch it!! Arghhhhh yiwen its all your fault!
I mean, I'll forgive you for not asking your mosquito buddies to leave me alone since you cant possibly deny them of a nice and yummy sweet meal of my blood(since Im such a sweet person myself) but then can you at least direct them to bite at more accessible places>?? Of ALL places it had to be my eye!!!
Urghhhh I cant stand it. Show go on a mosquito hunting spree now. Maybe i'll practise my aiming skills with the vacuum cleaner. Recently I realised that Im pretty good at aiming the vacuum cleaner at flying sandflies around the light and sucking them in so that they wont be so irritating when they keep flying around my house like nobody's business. This is MY house okay? What right do you have to enjoy the warmth of my light bulbs?
And as if intruding isnt bad enough. Those irritating sandflies just HAD to leave their marks by dropping their wings around everywhere!! What's wrong with them mann? Where is their sense of self preservation? Shouldnt they know they without their wings they cant fly, cant leave the place and cant go out to find food? And worse still, cant fly and hover around their beloved light bulbs to gain warmth? Well, if they dont care about their survival, I think Im really justified in my attempt to suck them up into the vacuum cleaner-They will die anyway, so why not quicken it for them?
Why am I so aggitated over sandflies anyway?
Drats its getting closer to my bedtime...gotta go off and be a good girl and sleep early so that I can concentrate tomorrow.
Yeah right. Even if I sleep at 9 I'll still end up falling asleep in lessons anyway.
Please do not ever let my parents see this.
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8:41 PM
Sunday, April 20
I have very irregular blogging habits. I either blog a lot of of a sudden, or not blog at all for a long time.
Tuition today was hilarious. The guys in class were actually discussing aloud about weighing their "thing" with different sizes electronic balances in physics labs during some health check ups. One even said that vernier calipers could be used to measure it! Someone else quipped that those smaller ones can just use micrometre screwgauge! Seriously yellow content. And the guys were all giggling away even under the chiding gaze of Miss phua. Ah, tuition definitely opens my ears to the weird world out there.
Funniness aside, Miss Phua just announced today that we wont be continuing with the other statistics topic after normal distribution but diving straight into revision instead.
Which simply means... Im dead!!!
Reason being: 1) I thought she'd go through in tuition 2)so, I didnt listen in lecture 3) And i didnt listen in tutorials either 4) ANd I didnt do my tutorials 5) AND the topics are linked! I cant do the next topics without knowing the early ones!
Argh.
Looking on the bright side though, at least she covered normal distribution or else I'd sure be dead meat. Seems like I would have to stop indulging in those mini naps from now on.
I was watching the badminton match between Wang lin and Jiang this afternoon with my dad when my sister suddenly tapped me and when i swung round to face her, she was grinning from ear to ear and waving to me with both hands. Speak about weirdness in the family.
I resumed watching the match.
A few seconds later I turned, just to check on her, since I know my sister pretty well and I refused to believe that she just tapped me for the sake of saying hello. Sure enough, she was still standing there, but with this determined expression as her two hands were flung continously towards me, like some kind of witch in the midst of performing a spell.
Turns out that I didnt realise she has been spraying water at me all along with those wet hands of hers.
If you think thats all, you're wrong man. My dear little sister then turned her attention to her next target(now that I've finally noticed what she's doing)-my DAD.
With whatever little water left on her hands now, she repeated her witch-like action on him. After some time though, she still received no response. My dad remained as stony as can be(See? I knew I got my stoning genes from him!). I think my sister ran out of water(steam) and just gave up, returning to her table to do that much dreaded studying for her bio test tomorrow.
It was only after she left that my dad "recovered" from his stoning.
"Psst Psst," He whispered to me loudly(I would hardly call that whispering, but he put his hands to his mouth when he said that, so I inferred that it was in his intention to whisper)
Me: Ya? (Eyes remained glued to the exciting and closely matched duel between the two pro badminton players)
Dad: Very Lame!
Me: Huh? (clueless...)
Dad: She spray water at me! Lame activity! (Dad smiles, looking all smug and expectant. I think he meant it to be funny. Unfortunately, I didnt seem to think so. To humour him a little, all I managed was..)
Me: Uh okay. Is this the finals? (Reverting the topic back to the match)
So we continued watching. I made my dad guess, since his badminton skills very "pro", which one of them would win this set. My dad immediately, without thinking, said, "The black one."
He was, of course, referring not to an indian player but rather Wang Lin donned in black.
Initially, it did look like he was correct, with Wang leading for most of the time. My dad once again gave me that smug "see, Im always correct" look. Then things took a turnabout when Jiang began to catch up and lead, due to the countless numbers of both forced and unforced errors on Wang's part. It was seriously great play mann, but Wang just got stagnant at 13 points and eventually lost.
I snuck at glance at my dad.
And then gestured to the screen with a nod of my head. (Interpretation: Sees? You still say Wang will win?)
My dad laughed. (Interpretation: Sorry lor, guess wrong, but I will guess correctly next time!)
My mom frowned. (Interpretation: What the hell are those two doing?)
My sister howled. (Interpretation: Whyyyyy Whyyyy must I be stuck here studying bio? I cant get anything in!!!)
Oh wells, it certainly was an afternoon of guesswork going on here.
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My sister just loves me so much. When I came into the room and sat beside her, she smiled at me ever so sweetly. Unfortunately for her, my emergency radar immediately sensed that something was wrong with her-Was she turning into a vampire? Did she want to entice me to stay so that she could suck up my blood? I straightaway got up and tried to leave.
My worst fears were accounted for. She reached out and grabbed my wrist with a vice-like grip. But instead of sinking her venom sharp teeth into my neck, she merely used her free hand to rummage furiously through her worksheets.
"Wait wait, got maths to ask you!"
Knew it. Turns out that this is not true love, but rather "induced love" for the moment.
Then without warning or whatsoever, the irritating little girl(whose grip was hurting my poor delicate wrists already) gave a pretty loud and piercing shriek.
"Ahhhhhhh! Stupid Sandra Khoo she stole my worksheet!"
*Paused for a second.*
*looks at me*
*I looked at my wrist pointedly*
*She looks at me for a while more(I know im cute but no need to keep staring quite rude... was just about to tell her when...)
*She finally lets go off my hand*
"Alrights you can go" *Looks disappointed and began to fervently pop the apple pieces into her mouth at such a fast pace that I started to worry if she would choked from stuffing all those apple bits into her mouth. No doubt she does have quite a big mouth( You can tell from all that nonsense that pours out of it...its never ending) but nobody's mouth is really big enough to fit a whole apple inside.
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Jusr came up with a new phrase that shall serve as my motto for the rest of the year.
Flunk your tests but ACE the exams!!!
Yeah mann! I've decided that in order to achieve greatness you have no choice but to sacrifice some things. So, for me, I shall sacrifice scoring all those As for every single test I take and accumulate them on my A Lev Examination instead!
Alright. Its not that great a sacrifice, considering that fact that I do not actually get any As for my tests at all.
But thats beside the point. My point is, failing these tests doesnt matter for now, its the As that I have to work hard for.
Off.
Our Promise (:
7:39 PM
Saturday, April 19
SPAs are supposed to be relaxing and revitalising, leaving you so refreshed. All the REs. But today's chem SPA is certainly NOT the case. Skill A is definitely harder than all the rest of the skills. 1.5 hours of my precious precious time was totally spent on trying to cram the entire (A) Preliminary Considerations, (B) Procedure, (C) Safety Precautions and (D) Reliability of results into a fixed volume of grey matter.
And the bad thing is, whatever I memorised can only be used to answer one certain format of questions. So if the question that came out was altered in any way, I'd sure be dead meat.
Which was exactly what happened today. They changed the question arghhhhh!!! AND I kena a few seconds of panic attack before just anyhow trying to change whatever I can think of to fit the question. Hope that I manipulated my memorised answer correctly though.
Ah wells. No point discussing it here anymore, since its over.
Anyway, after SPA, I went with yiwen, rachel, kenneth and jason to macs and i tried mac griddles!
Okay, why the exclamation mark I really dunno, since the mac griddles is really nothing special. Sure, its not bread on top but some pan cake thing and it does taste quite nice, but the effect wears off after a while. In fact, it kind of became sickeningly sweet and dry the more I bit into it, so much so that eventually I ate so slow that everyone got tired waiting for me. Rachel said that I looked I like eat until very 辛苦, which really is pretty true.
When I finally did finish my meal at last, everyone looked rather relieved, in my opinion, and kenneth started teaching yiwen and rachel how to play bridge. Then this funny woman came in and chased us out with her funny english. Turns out that according to her, its against the law to play card games inside air conditioned places and her boss wont be happy if he sees us playing, so she asked us to play outside, since its not air conditioned but "very windy and cooling also".
So out we went. Bridge was such a mind stimulating game. I love the guessing part the most, the way how every card placed down reveals a bit about whether the person is your partner or not. After a while both yiwen and rachel were hooked onto the game too! Every game was our supposed "last game" until we finally decided to pack up and leave. I suppose this guessing game is something we play in real life too.
Except that in real life, its a lot harder. Your so called "partner" may never reveal himself/herself and you'd probably guess and guess and guess and still nothing comes out of that guessing. There is no way to reveal anything like how the cards does the work. Wait, maybe there is. The cards are just a methaphor of people's actions? In the game, when your partner helps you to win, its for his or her benefit as well. Just like in real life, when others help you out, perhaps there is only the main intention to benefit themselves through you.
Of course, there is no wrong with this. Nobody is unselfish. It just makes me wonder if anyone these days does things out of their genuine feelings anymore. Even myself. Im unclear of the intention I hold. Whether it is intention or motive. Whats the difference?
I've just googled: Intention: purpose or attitude toward the effect of one's actions or conduct
Motive: 1. something that causes a person to act in a certain way, do a certain thing, etc.; incentive. 2. the goal or object of a person's actions
Im still clueless....
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I was just talking to my family about playing bridge just now and then I asked my dad why he didnt want to learn it in the afternoon when I taught my mom and my sis, so that we could all play together as a family. My dad was so annoying. He just gave me that "I don't care about bridge just leave me alone to do my own stuffs" look and commented, "Bridge I dun want to learn, but if it's Stamford Bridge then I will play"
My jaw practically fell open. (I think my sister took that as me not knowing what stamford bridge is which prompted her to ask me, "You know what Stamford bridge is or not?" in this irritated tone she never fails to reserve for me. I think its similar to my tone when teaching her maths sometimes. Ah wells, its revenge. I was a little offended to tell the truth. I mean, if you say stuffs like "Estadio Santiago Bernabeu" then ask me whether i know not, i still wont be that offended since yeah thats a real madrid stadium and I hardly know much about the spanish clubs. But stamford bridge? Thats in EPL and its still the stadium of one of the top four clubs leh. Even football noobs know it la. Bleagh)
Oh Im off track. My jaw fell open because of how lame I thought my dad was. Erps. He never fails to come up with stuffs that are really no lame that you have no choice but to laugh at the pure unfunniness of whatever he said.
To end it off, Arsenal won 2-0 against reading!
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8:22 PM
Friday, April 18
Finally friday is here again. Although it doesnt necessarily mark the end of going to school in this week(there is Chem SPA tmr...), Im still glad that it came. At least it gives me a few moments to slow down and breathe(not that my pace has been fast or anything...it just helps me to relax more)
Lessons today practically zoomed by. Even I have no idea why-boring lessons aint supposed to go fast, they're meant to be so slow that you're induced to sleep. Perhaps it went fast because I really did fall asleep. Econs lecture in the hall was the best. I couldnt see the teacher and the teacher couldnt see me. So i had the luxury of catching a hundred winks. Maths lecture was harder to fall asleep but I managed it anyway. Im getting better at this I realised.
I suppose all that sleep in the lectures did me a hell lot of good, since I didnt feel tired during econs at all. Not that it really matters though, me falling asleep and all. Because just the previous day, Ms Lee asked me a question just when I was about to completely doze off. I thought she could see that my mind was really wandering off and thats why she called me to answer her question. So I had no qualms about asking her to repeat her question.
She looked so surprised when I asked that. "Repeat the question ah? I thought you looked so attentive!"
ERPS.
Right. I look attentive when my eyes were gonna shut off any second. Then what do I look like when Im wide awake? Intensely staring at her and her notes? Wouldnt I look like some stalker then? Ah wells, no wonder my sister says that she can never tell when Im sleeping and when Im not. I've perfected the skill of sleeping with my eyes open. Like a goldfish.
Ah wells, Ms lee's statement has clearly proven that I do have an advantage over the rest of the students-I get to sleep without teachers knowing AND they think I look attentive! Yessss GP, here I come! No need to try masking already:)
GP today was all copying non stop again. And chew yan was being as lame as ever. Mr Ducro was commenting on the irony of something related to the gold industry when chewy muttered to me, "Its not the iron industry what...so should be goldy.."
Me: Stun
Me: Laughs!!
Gosh that was so lame. Which reminds me of how when I said I was just kidding, she promptly shot back, Im adulting.
HA. HA. Seriously, just How does she think up of all that?
I wonder what Ducro's reaction would be if he hears that. He did try to find out from us the source of my laughter though, but somehow message didnt get through to him.
After school me and Kejia, having plenty of time to spare before Econs consultation starts, decided to be good souls and escort jessica out of school. When we walked her to the gate, all randomness burst free from us. We made up a mock scenario whereby we own NJ(I wish! then can sell the plot of land for a lot of money!) and everyone around were our guests or something.
The security guards were hired by us-they didnt do such a good job though, letting so many weirdos in without our consent!
Basketballers were paid to play for our entertainment.
Chewyan became Maria our maid-she was so clueless about why we were laughing so much but being such a good sport, she played along with us.
And then I remembered what kejia and jessica were discussing about pulling up the grass from the sythetic field so i decided to try, just to see what happened. Cautiously and sneakily, I walked over to the corner of the field and just pulled up the grass! Truth behold! The whole corner part of the field just got lifted up by me-It was as if the whole field was just a carpet! So cool! I never knew. Thankfully, the field reverted back to its original self after I let go AND there were no witnesses around to testify against me so Im a free man!
Econs consultation was one big joke altogether. Before ms lee came we spotted ms Lim and then we lied to her that we were waiting for her to teach us chem. Ms Lim was so cute. Her eyes just went wide and she kept exclaiming, "where got??" and at the same time helped herself to the snacks on the table. She's just about the cutest teacher ever mann. Then ms lee came and in her haste to leave, ms Lim dropped her phone and she was like, ahhhh my phone!
I think Ms lee thinks we are crazy after the consultation. Especially towards my darling owner. Seriously, she just kept laughing at ms lee. Well it seemed like she was laughing AT her, but wen mei later clarified that she was laughing for no apparent reason, just a laughing fit. Hmmm, isnt that scarier then? Laughing for no reason...No wonder she likes to feed me grass so much, and candles! Omg she's mental.
Anyway, Ms Lee shot yiwen quite a lot of those incredulous and "I think you are weird" looks throughout. The most obvious one was when yiwen started to doodle on my workbook by drawing a smiley face. Then Ms lee was like staring at it in disgust and asking, "What's that?"
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For a moment yesterday I wondered why Ah Hao in Life Made Simple got so frustrated when she found out that Ah Bin liked her. I was thinking, why was she so unhappy when he confessed his like for her? Shouldnt she be over the moon after wanting to get married for so long? Then her next sentence enlightened me, "Im so ugly why would anyone like me?"
Inferiority.
Yes I suppose I can understand that since its something I face myself too. Its okay for me to like others(they're obviously better than me) but if ppl like ME, I'd probably get all disgusted and think, why on earth would they? And then come up with one hundred and one reasons why its probably a faux, the person is not having a clear mind, its not possible etc... Negative thoughts in short. Which totally isnt good at all, but right now there's no way to change it. I guess acknowledging your own qualities would definitely help, like how ah hao finally decided to accept ah bin.
I need to stop being so pessimistic about myself all the time. But I just cannot bring myself to put me in a good light. I guess this is all part of a learning journey of life. Confidence, confidence, confidence!
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Adaptability means getting used to something. I think I can get used to things pretty fast, but getting unused to them? Thats the really hard part. Some things are hard to phrase. I'd use an analogy here. Its like how if your mom forces you to eat apple everyday of the week for quite a period of time, you'd just get used to it. But then all of a sudden she just stops giving you apples, or maybe just once or twice a week. Wouldnt you feel empty if you dun get to eat these apples?
My imagination is really getting out of hand here. Gotta stop thinking so much and fabricating false and untrue stories, even if it's just for my own entertainment sake. I need to focus on more important stuffs, like the up and coming A levels just looming around the corner. Gotta stop dwelling on umimportant stuffs.
It may be unimportant, but yet its still important. I dunno, Im confused.
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5:35 PM
Wednesday, April 16
Monday's PE was a total waste of time, although I must admit that I did have a rather nice time just slacking at the specs stand and chatting with a few of our GC members. While the rest of the class were having their NAPFA with that horrible monster teacher, we were sitting there talking since ours were already over last week. Thank goodness mann! I bet this teacher is way stricter and meaner too.
Seriously she has AP. I mean, what's wrong with helping your friend to hold down the bar for pull ups? And how is pressing it hard to keep it from shaking "helping her to cheat when she can do it without your help"? Its not like when you press metal hard enough it will compress or something. Metal is a solid, and its not even malleable like, I dunno, aluminium? So no matter how hard you press the bar wont go down, and it still wont make it easier for the pull-uper to hit the bar anyway. So teacher, get your facts right before accusing others. But oh yeah, I forgot, thats probably the reason why you're not a science teacher right? Ah wells, one must learn to forgive and forget so teacher, you're forgiven(even though I wasnt the one you scolded so loudly that you reduced her to tears) and I'll just take it that you had a bad day. But teacher, if everyone tried to pass on their bad mood to others, what exactly will the world become? For now the cycle shall stop, because we students know better. We wont pass on our bad mood to others. Keeps your eyes wide open and learn, for as the saying goes, it's never too late to learn.
Tuesday's chem remedial was pretty fun. Me and my owner were practically destroying each other's worksheets with our personal graffiti(is that how you spell it?)
We wrote each other parent's consent form for the most absurd reasons ever. Can you believe it-she asked for permission from my parents to torture me?? By making me eat grass? Sighs. Now you see my misery. Im ill treated by my supposedly kind and sweet owner. Ah wells, the lesson to be learnt here is never to judge a book by its cover. Oh, but apparently we werent being very polite cos we were talking and giggling(snorting by yiwen...) rather loudly in the air conditioned lab where miss lim's voice was more often than not, overshadowed by our noise. I feel so guilty after Sheena mentioned that to me. She's such a nice teacher...and cute and blur.
Which brings me to GP lesson on tuesday too! Our group was the ultimate crappy group. Crap non stop. In a way I think our group is damn fun to be in! Everyone is so funny, unlike the more serious groups. I'd probably die from boredom if I were there. Chew yan and I just kept trying to get the attention of my owner(her bee) aka yiwen and she just kept refusing to entertain us. ah wells....
Went with Sheena to watch Funny Games later on(tuesday still). Just in case I didnt mention it before, I won a pair of tickets to the movie after answering this idiot-proof question correctly. Damn surprised that I won it though. Anyway, i went there not expecting much but they gave us a goodie bag as well as free popcorn and a drink! Damn wasnt expecting that. I was so surprised my jaw just fell open. I guess the free stuffs were the best part of the day. The movie was pretty sucky though. Okay to do some justice, the movie itself wasnt that bad, there were parts that I was entertained and all. Its just that the ending sucks to the core. Oh well, quite a waste of two hours if you ask me.
Oh wells. Today nothing to blog about so....signing offffff
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9:16 PM
Sunday, April 13
Once again Sunday is very nearly over. The much dreaded tuition came and went in a flash. Okay, I don't exactly dread tuition. I just find it boring and sian. Revision is not so bad, but I just wish that they would just hurry up and teach us normal distribution and finish this year's syllabus first before revising. Im getting too dependent on my tuition, really. Right now Im totally clueless about how to do normal distribution stuffs, having stoned/daydreamed through out my entire normal dist Lecture and Tutorial. Out of the whole tutorial set I'd probably have attempted only one or two parts of a single question. Damn pathetic. I cant even DO the assignment now. Binom and Poisson wasnt that bad. Sighs.
Before my tuition my mom, dad and I were sitting at the food centre, stoning for a while before my tuition started. Then my dad was in his usual pose again. He cupped his face with both hands and stared blankly ahead. I think its from him where I get my stoning ability from. And I casually commented that he looked like a child when he did that. The reaction was immediate. My dad just sat up straight and smiled sweetly. "See? You all still say Im old!! Im a CHILD!" He sounded so indignant! Still, it was quite funny to hear that from an old man like him, especially when he was beaming from ear to ear at the thought of being like a child again. Ah wells, as my mom said, he must have become so old that he's reverting back to being a child again.
Damn damn damn. there's like so much homework!
And im just sitting here listening to songs.
And emoing.
Although there is absolutely nothing to be sad about.
I mean, right now my life is close to "perfect"
the most perfect my life can ever be now.
Finished napfa, no need to worry bout that anymore...
Got an A for PW so thats a burden off my shoulder too
Had a nice birthday.
Passed my bio for the first time.
Computer has stopped breaking down.
What more can I ask for?
Is it too much to ask for less homework?
Or rather an increase in my homework completion ability. I need info about chem to do my tutorials.
Right now the "chem" section of my grey matter is currently hollow. So im as clueless as can be :( Chem has really got to be my weakest link.
Golly. I wish I could just insert a micro chip with all that organic chem info into my head and go do all that huge mountains of undone tutorials that is just sitting there waiting for me. Impatiently waiting I must add.
Oh wells. I've said my piece.
*Moves back to stoning*
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8:23 PM
Friday, April 11
This week was a relatively good week for me. Monday was my birthday-Im finally 18! As sherf said, Legal 18. Can buy beer and cigarettes now!! And Im off use for duty free stuffs to buy back from airports now! But not like I'd want to buy them though. Im a good girl so no drinking or smoking wahaha.
I was damn surprised that so many people remembered that it was my birthday(including S7C peeps-they were so sweet sending me a "linking" birthday message). Thanks to all those who wished me and gave me a memory on that day. I love all of you guys, 07S24, S7C peeps, Sam, fang, munyee zhenling etc...
Tuesday was a half day so we missed the GP essay test-Hurrah! but that was not forgotten, only postponed. Me, yiwen, cheryl, sheena, mayqi and yihui went to a ktv in Chinatown which charges only $10 and has free flow of drinks and sharksfin! Sadly my voice became rather croaky and I couldnt really sing(not that i could in the first place) Anyway me and yihui both left damn early and we got caught in this heavy rain that soaked the both of us. I felt like my bag was collecting water! At the mrt station was the most hilarious and embarrassing part of the day. Yihui didnt bring her card so after i tapped my card in, I tapped the "going out" side for me and she entered through the wrong side. There were quite loud beepings and we attracted the attention of the control station people. For a moment when one guy left the station, I thought he was going to come after us. But thank goodness he didnt. I don't feel like giving any explanations at that time.
It was only when we entered the mrt that we realised, since I tapped the card in and out already, my card can only be used from the outside and not inside of the mrt station! In the end we decided to just reach out to tap on the other side and try to squeeze through. But when i tried it the alarm sounded and the card didnt work! So I tried again from the inside and it didnt work either! I was thinking, die this time confirm cannot go out already, when yihui decided to try and this time it worked! Although the alarm rang once again. By the time the two of us got out of the station we already attracted a whole lot of stares from the people in the station.
Wednesday was a sian day. Arsenal lost 4-2 to liverpool(or rather liverfool...haha) and my sis was being all smug about it. Oh wells, whatever chance of winning anything this season is dashed.
Thursday was quite sian also la, but the only perk was that I passed my bio test for the first time in my JC history. And because of that Im not down for bio remedial! yessss(for now...I think after the second bio test I'd probably be down for it already...one cannot be two times lucky.)
Today! GP essay was damn sian, I think I wrote out of point again for my essay. Then we were supposed to have chem remedial but everyone was so busy freaking out for PW that we all didnt have the heart to remain in class for remedial so we left for the linkway straight away. Mr Lim took damn long to come with our results la. All of us were stressing out like hell. Then when he finally came he had this i-know-your-results-but-you-don't smug look and then he announced for me to go and get my results, since im first on my list. And then when I walked towards him he gave this pitying look and shook his head sadly at me. Then I knew that it was probably an A or else why would he be so ...i cant describe. Then when I saw the brackets grade it was really an A! But since he acted sad for me I also went along with him, Gave a blank look, and hopefully a disappointed but accepting look. Then afterwards I couldnt help it but gave a whoops! of happiness and started jumping about. PW results just made my day! Our PW group all got A! YEAY...
so we went to Island Creamery to celebrate and talk a lot of crap...
Ah wells... signing off for my sis who has urgent matters to attend to online.
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6:43 PM
Thursday, April 3
I realised that I tend to analyse a person's character by observing their actions. And I think its fun. When a person chooses to walk in by the front door, i think: oh, this person likes attention. He wants people to notice him when he enters.
When a person looks down while she walk, i think: Oh, this is one cautious person. One who fears falling or tripping over things on the ground.
and...argh my brain cant function well now. I think its the lack of glucose. Haven have anything to eat for the past 3 hours already. My parents havent returned with my dinner yet! Im dying of hunger and am in an irritable mood now. I feel ready to snap at anyone who comes in my way of food! No wonder they say a hungry man is an angry man. I feel damn grouchy...
Yeay they're back.
But my food is not ready yet:(
You know, food is such an important tool in the lives of a functionable human being. It serves as a form of motivation to spur us through the seemingly endless class after class of lessons. It gives us glucose to keep our brain thinking clearly and properly to smoke up some random answer when a teacher catches you off guard with some hard-to-answer question. It brings a smile to your face when you sniff in the delightful aroma and indulge in the sinfulness of those fat-rich, high cholesterol but LOVELY food. Yummy. Im drooling already just by thinking of them.
The food is being heated up now but i think I could just eat it cold. The opportunity cost having of warm food is having to wait. But then if I eat it cold, I might get a tummy ache since it might not be so clean...ah wells. I cant have the best of both worlds.
I often wonder how does this phrase make any sense: "You cant have your cake and eat it" No matter how I try to see it, I cant understand it. I mean, why cant you have your cake and eat it? If you already have it in your hands, why don't you just bite into it and eat it up? It just doesnt make any sense to me. Wait, or are they trying to say that if you eat up your cake, you wont have any cake left. But if you have a cake to look at, you won't be able to eat it? Hmmm, well if thats the case, just eat half? That way, you'd be able to have your cake, AND eat it :)
Human minds are so complicated...I cant even understand myself...
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8:15 PM
Wednesday, April 2
Going to school today was almost a total waste of time. We didnt want to listen to the SC candidates talk so we went to our classroom to slack. Jessica was telling me about the show, 我们的饭店, which I watched once only and kept forgetting to tune in on mondays. The storyline wasnt very original though. There is this same plot of Thomas ong's girlfriend not turning up on the day they were supposed to meet and she ended up having some kind of accident where she lost her memory and this doctor who treated her pretended to be her boyfriend. Sounds familiar right?
Then I did a little of chem(which is actually copying the answer from my owner Yiwen!), played a little bridge, some scissors paper stone game and a finger game. And then we got caught by some weirdo council teacher who gave us one huge lecture on how we ought to set a good example to the J1s by being there to see the candidates and stuffs. It was quite funny though, cos through out his whole lecture all of us were ignoring his presence and doing our own stuffs. And then when he wanted one of us to write down everyone's name and nobody bothered to do so until after a while later. I thought our class's AP was quite cool mann:)
After school ended, me mayqi cheryl jessica and sheena went to toa payoh to eat. I dunno why they chose tpy either but I just went along since its so near my house! Anyway we had a nice student meal lunch at pizza hut and then sheena left to meet her friend bianca and i went to slack around with the rest. Then...okay here comes the part I've been waiting and waiting to blog about:
The four of us were walking along the shops and it felt really stuffy and hot and all so jessica suggested we walk outside instead. So we did. And immediately after that we were approached by this woman who kind of caught hold and jessica and called,"Girl! Don't go, wait..!" And jessica stayed, the three of us tried to walk away. They she called out to each of us respectively. I was the last one she called and by the time she called me, I was quite far away already and she had to make me come back. I mean, of course I cant just leave the three of them. So I went back.
And then the woman starting talking a big deal of how we should help the less fortunate and all. (When she said that, the man beside her lifted his arm which was...how to say. It looks like it was amputated or something. We'll just call him a physically handicapped man. Anyway, he lifted his handicapped arm just when she told us to donate and all. It was as if he was helping that woman prove her point about the less fortunate and all) And the thing is, she said this one sentence that evoked my fury to its maximum. "Just donate 2 dollars or something. Im sure to you all 2 dollars is NOTHING."
YEAH RIGHT. If 2 dollars is nothing, why would you want it? Its not as if we students are very rich or something lor. Don't see students and straightaway think we are some kind of money tree, always ready to give away money freely without a care. Cos you're so very wrong. We tried to walk away after that and you know what the woman said?
“算了，让上帝惩罚她们”
OMG. I cant believe she said that! Its like we have a responsibility or obligation to donate to her or something. AND she's not even from any charitable organisation! How are we supposed to know if she's a scam or anything?? urgh. Pissening. She actually CURSED us???
bleagh signing off.
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7:14 PM
Tuesday, April 1
Went to SN fiesta on saturday. (Notice the lack of an exclamation mark-shows Im not enthusiastic about this, which is quite surprising considering the fact that I havent visit this place of my past for such a very long time already)
Anyway I was quite disappointed that I didnt get to carry out my Fiesta Tradition of visiting the Haunted House!!! (Note the triple exclamation marks. This implies that the author is currently feeling very agitated by something or showing much excitement at the same time.) I specifically set aside $10 just to go to the haunted house and then they told me the queue was too long so they closed it already. What the *keyboard signs, asterisks, hexes, dollar sign...etc* (I've decided to refrain from using crude sayings and stuffs)
But anyway, on the plus side i met up with sam and fangi and then all of those weird but funny stuffs we did in primary school got magically recalled up by us. Its nice reminiscing about the past. I wish I still did such fun and stupid things now. Back to fiesta, it was hot, stuffy and a sauna bath in our own sweat. How nice. I never knew I could sweat so much before. Its not even "beads of perspiration"...its chains of sweat more like it. I was practically pouring with it. Not to mention that NJ uniform totally CANNOT absorb sweat and is not cooling to the least bit!
After Sam left, I hung around with fangi and huichi(is that how you spell her name?) at the void deck watching huichi eat her meesiam. Some how as we talked, (there were a lot of subtle hints by fangi suggesting insulting things regarding my brain and level of intelligence but I chose to neglect them, knowing that she probably doesnt mean it:)) the topics got linked to how pretty girls usually end up with not so good looking guys. NICE! I LIKE LIKE LIKE this theory mann. Because if this theory is true....Muahaha, eyes glint, sparkle and light up...Im gonna get a good looking guy! YEAY... okay Im getting a little too hyped up for no reason. Its not even true... bleagh.
Yesterday was horrid mann. I was trying so hard to get those bio stuffs into my head but they just refuse to do so. Argh. Then my brain told me to go to sleep at 11 and obviously I listened to it. Its no good to disobey such an important part of your body and I cant live without my brain so I HAD to listen to it so that it wont get angry and 离家出走....
In the end, during bio test today I was totally stunned by the RFLP questions. The entire chapter was practically forgotten by me and I didnt even touch that chapter! then it HAD to come out in the ESSAY part of the paper. Guys, next time just ask me which chapter I didnt study and then STUDY that, confirm come out for essay one. The same thing happened last year too. Am I suay or what. Usually I wont study about 2 or 3 chapters and pray it doesnt come out. This time I narrowed it to only one...and it came out. bleagh...
Tomorrow is election day-so no lessons! YEAY. BUT still have to go to school...so Sian..:( waste of time...
okay i think i'd better go off...sistah coming back soon and she needs to use the comp. *exclamation mark, hex, dollar sign, percentage sign...*
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8:48 PM
The Princess
Name:Abeline/Shinzo Abe/Maggie/abalone/da mee/xiao mee/abby/Xiao bao/Si mao
age:17! No longer sweet 16:(
sch:NJC
horoscope:Aries!
