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Saturday, April 22

I cant believe it. we won the cup championship for the first time in SNGS history, since its only the 5th Inter school scrabble competition.


I had fully intended to write a full essay on it, describing every single detail with great elaboration. However, the excitement have since died down and the sheer felicity and exuberance has suddenly been replaced a tinge of nostalgia and melancholy. Plus a feeling of emptiness. Its like the last time i'll ever take part in a scrabble compeitition. sighs.


But at least i'll leave Secondary school with no regrets having won it for the first time in my life.

Congrats to Northland Sec for winning the Plate Championship. You deserved it. Congrats also to Hwa Chong for winning the bowl championship. you deserve it too.



Unfortunately, i dun think we deserve to win if its purely based on skills and expertise. BPGH has much better players than us. And Marsiling is notably competent too. Not to mention HCI and Bedok south. But then, hey, our team spirit is the unsurpassable okay.


anyway, i guess now its time to concentrate wholly on my studies and getting in to HCJC. oh wells, its seems so arduous! i mean, to be able to enter, you need to score a pre-eminent 6 points! gosh.


why am i still blogging??????



I should be studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!





..........





nevermind, Os is not until october. plenty of time...




heck. who cares if i get into HC or not? i decided i'll just be happy. yay. tv!

Our Promise (:
4:57 PM


Saturday, April 1

I haven been blogging for ages.


i dunno why but i just suddenly feel like blogging. blogging all the emptiness out of me.


recently i felt elated...cos i got into scrabble finals. but somehow the happiness seemed to be drained away pretty fast. its like i really cant seem to find anyone(other than my sister) who is able to share with me this happiness, jump together in joy. i suppose its understandable, since my closest friends all did not qualify or dun even play scrabble at all. it justs seems so.....empty.


friendship is a really shallow thing... i wonder if any of my friends really, i mean really really, are my friends. the kind of friends that will forgive anything you do...share your joy and sadness and be there for u just when u need it.

its kinda absurd for me to long for that, since i myself do not fulfill that requirement.

i really and truly wonder which one of my friendship with my friends is able to withstand the test of distance.

One friendship bond is really unpredictable. One moment we're laughing happily over some jokes, and the next thing i know, she has suddenly become so cold. Its really freaky and tiring, i feel so drained trying to crap up some rubbish to get back to our jokey mood. or maybe its just all pretence. she's just pretending to be amused by me. if thats really the case, i'd rather she tell me straight then trying to be nice and not hurt my delicate and sensitive feelings. yes, i may feel crushed and badly affected by what she said but its better than being avoided sometimes or feigned ignorance.


suddenly im so envious and jealous of ppl who have so many frens. like the whole class is their friends. and the fact that they seem to go to each other's house with so much ease as if its just like their second home. Overnight stays at their friends homes are also common. its just so...i dunno, heartwarming to see ppl so closed to each other that they almost seem to be like sisters! i kinda wished that my sister is not my sister but my best friend. then, it'd be so much fun...


oh well, its getting late...i guess i'll complain some other times...


really miss my kindergarten days...

why didnt i go to mayflower primary??!!


urgh.

Our Promise (:
10:27 PM