Today’s huifang’s birthday!! Im making use of this to wish her a really happy birthday, and fangi, if you’re reading this, let me tell you that you’re an ultra good fren and I love you loads!! And you aint BORING. I LOVE talking to you. XD
Anyway, I had one of the most interesting and extraordinary time of my life today. What was expected to be a dull and dreary VSEPR project meeting turned out to hold much more stuffs than usual. I woke up this morning at 10, dreading the fact that I have to leave the house to go to sembawang mrt for that darn project. As usual, the tardy queen me decided to leave the house only 10 minutes before 11 and would have been much later if my gracious daddy had not offered to give me a ride there on his silver carriage.
When I reached Sembawang, flustered and worried that I would be the latest, I realized, to my astonishment, that I was the earliest! And Li Qiao was not even there yet! I was rendered speechless. After walking back and forth along Fairprice for some time, Sherf came along and we both waited for qiao together. Pager was the latest to come. Qiao merely happened to mention that she drank pure blended soya bean milk every weekend when sherf pounced on those words with a greedy glint in her eyes. I could already see the alert signals beeping in her mind. Needless to say, the next thing she asked was, “Can I drink it too?” I could almost imagine her salivating over the very thought of drinking her favourite soya bean milk and licking her the thick white foam of leftover milk off her lips after draining an entire glass of it.
The complain queen Sherf then whined that she was starving and grumbled over the fact that we had to walk to qiao’s home. Spoilt brat, or as pager says, si xiao hai. No, I take it back, due to an image at the back of my mind of me being strangled to death by that kid. I realized how spick and span qiao’s house was when I first stepped onto the white marble floor and saw how neat her living room was. The plasma TV with its huge screen also got me all envious.
After qiao instructed her maid to cook me and sherf a bowl of instant noodles each, we all went crawling into qiao’s study room where there is aircon. It was a total relief from the hot and humid weather outside. In a short while’s time, the door opened and qiao came in with a large plate of watermelon. It was succulent and thirst quenching-a perfect appetizer. Within minutes the entire plate was being gobbled up by this bunch of ravenous kids. Okay, the plate was not gobbled up; we ate up its contents only. But I bet that if the plate was an edible plate, we would most probably have eaten that too.
Next up was the curry flavoured instant noodles. Me and sherf sat in front of 2 bowls of steaming noodles and eyed it longingly for a second before digging into it and savouring it. It tasted delicious but as sherf had said, it would have been better if the weather was cold and rainy as the noodles sliding down our throats would have warmed our stomachs up considerably and made us feel all warm and fuzzy inside. The feeling of love! It didn’t take us very long to finish it and while we were eating, pager decided to give the stepping machine a try to burn off some calories. She succeeded in doing about 300 of it.
We went back into the room to finish up the last bit of chem VSEPR project. I signed in to msn and talked to my idiotic sis for a while. Turns out that she was secretly using msn on the laptop in the lab at science centre. Naughty girl. After we’re done with it, pager and qiao went out to have their full course meal with rice while me and sherf could only stare and watch them eat with our faces going green with envy. Eventually we ate quite some bit of their food. Ooh the prawns were so yummy and sherf got addicted to the veg and kept dropping them all over the table. Me and sherf took turns on the stepping machine while one of us was eating away. We aimed to do at least 1000 of it. In the end we managed 1500. Cool. But we only burnt out about 150 calories each? After all that sweat.
Since we had nothing to do after the completion of the project, qiao suggested we go cycling. Naturally, both me and sherf objected vehemently due to the fact that we cant cycle to save our lives. Ultimately, we still agreed to go with them since we didn’t want to stay alone in the house. While qiao was unlocking the bikes, sharp Sherf immediately “booked” the passenger seat for qiao’s bike. This left me with no choice but to either walk, or take peizi’s bike. Peizi, who has totally no experience in ferrying people. Peizi, who claims to be very stable.
Initially I didn’t really dare to hop onto pager’s bike. It was too risky, I thought. So, I decided to jog at the pace of the bicycle. Sadly, I overrated myself. Obviously I couldn’t run that fast. After running for some time and making a lot of noise in those flip flops of mine, I finally decided that this would not work. Bravely, I told them that I would attempt to hop onto pager’s bike. The first few minutes was really terrifying for me. The way the bicycle wobbled about dangerously, threatening to throw me off any moment. I clung on to the seat tightly. A short while later, the ride became smoother, although we were way behind qiao and sherf. I reminded peizi that safety was more important, in case she tried to catch up with them by driving at an accelerated speed. Slowly I began to enjoy the bumpy and unstable ride the feeling of the wind blowing against my cheeks. We stopped at a park like place and me and sherf tried to no avail to learn how to ride the bike. Several times I thought I could finally do and but the next thing I knew, I swerved into the side. I got rather frustrated so I gave up trying to learn and proceeded to the swings area. The swings was pretty fun and I enjoyed it quite a lot. Sadly we didn’t spend as much time as I would have liked over at the swings. I guess it was before the weather looked really bad and there were lightnings. The worse thing was, the entire swing thing was made out of metal. If any lightning were to strike around that area, we’d be the first to die.
On the way back we had to go down a pretty steep slope. Qiao and sherf breezed down it without a problem at all and in no time, they were way ahead as usual. On the other hand, peizi’s bike wobbled, wobbled and wobbled….Feeling rather worried, I asked in chinese: “Are you stable or not? Must be stable leh…” To which she replied frantically: “I’m not stable!” And the next thing we knew we were screaming all the way down that tiny but steep slope. I let out a whoosh of relief and realized how thrilling the ride had been. When we reached the void deck, we all decided that we haven exactly had enough of the fun. Thus Qiao suggested that we go for another round at a different park with more slopes. Obviously, we agreed.
If I had thought that the tiny slope was fun, this was much better in comparison. And it was also there that I had a life and death experience. I braced myself when we went down the first slope but it was so smooth that I was kind of surprised. But I should have known better when it came to peizi’s cycling skills. The uphill part suddenly went haywire. When the bike started going left and right and left and right, I was still pretty much clueless about what was happening and thought that pager was just steering the bike. But that was only until the part where she looked just about to crash into the kerb. And then she swerved and we came to a stop. Behind us came qiao and sherf and they described what they saw to us. Looked like what we did sounded fairly dangerous. Then peizi confessed to closing her eyes to get energy to go upslope. I nearly strangled her. I had so innocently entrusted my life to her and believed wholeheartedly that she would do a good job ferrying me and what happened? She nearly killed us. But being magnanimous, I decided to forgive her and have faith in her once more.
After a few more slopes of smooth riding, I began to relax some more and decide that my choice was correct after all. The next thing I knew we were going up the last slope and peizi kept swerving until- BANG! We crashed right into a coconut tree! I got like 4 big bruises after that. But it was funny. I think me and peizi practically laughed our way through the entire ride. All in all, it was an exhilarating, thrilling, stimulating, breathtaking, spine-tingling and electrifying journey.
Then we went back to qiao’s house to have freshly brewed soya bean milk which tasted really heavenly and yummy. It’s practically the best soya bean milk I’ve ever drank. How I wish I could drink that everyday. Later on we had dumplings too! Some of them were wrapped by us so it didn’t look too good. But the taste! Ah….i dun think I’ll ever enjoy the school’s dumplings as much any more.
Anw, yeah, its pretty late so many details were cut down…haha want the full story should come and fun a search in my memory. XD
The more [X]'s the dumber your are. 18 or lower means you're not stupid. [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouthwhen you were NOT talking. [ ] You have ran into a glass/screendoor [ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funnyand laughed, then people gave you weird looks (Yepps, tt's happened a lot of times...sounds pretty normal to me...i mean, look at my sis, she does that too. but okay, she's no where NEAR normal...) [ ] You have ran into a tree/bush. [ ] You know that it IS possible tolick your elbow. [x] You have tried to lick your elbow.(it DOESNT work, my dear sis, either you have damn freakin short arms, or you just have no idea where exactly is your elbow.. ) [ ] You never knew that the Alphabetand Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [ ] You just tried to sing them. [ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [x] You have choked on your own spit. (Yepps, tho i wonder how tts possible..) [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] You've never seen the Matrix. [ ] You type only with two fingers. (hmmm, i type with 3 fingers..but not counted since it says TWO here. teehee) [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire ( ooh,when i was in lab in sec 3 or 4...the ethanol caught fire and it actually looked quite pretty...) [x] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose/eyes. ( ooh yes, tt was kinda embarrassing...) [x] You have caught yourself drooling. [x] You've fallen asleep in class ( like DUH, who don;t fall asleep in class these days?) [ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh. (my fren's nick is fart...im so used to hearing it, it doesnt make me laugh anymore, tho i have to admit, it USED to get me laughing...) [ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking [ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about( naw, tt only happens to my sis...) [ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you ( haha, that only happens to my sis..who tries her best to convince herself that we're shaking our heads at how good she is...stop trying to deceive yourself dear...) [ ] You are often told to use your"inside voice". [ ] you use your fingers to do simple math. [x] You have eaten a bug (oh yeah, i ate some fried bugs in cant rmb where...tasted...fried and crispy...) [x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important ( Urgh you HAD to remind me..) [ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it [ ] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand [ ] You repost bulletins because youare scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. [ ] You break a lot of things. [ ] Your friends know not to use bigwords around you [x] You tilt your head when you're confused (yeah for once i agree with my sis...its cute!!) [ ] You have fallen out of yourchair before [ ]When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling/wall [x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
AHAHA, total count=11! which means.....IM NOT STUPID!!!...although my test grades are telling me otherwise...hmmm which to believe??
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9:17 PM
Friday, May 11
I cant believe that i can ever have a fun day nowadays. To my surprise, i had an unexpectedly fun and fulfilling day. Scrabble was cancelled due to half day-Which meant that i had the luxury of time to do whatever i liked after school.
Ok, before i forget, lets talk about my maths lecture. It was one of the most memorable and amusing lecture i've ever had in my entire short span of 17 years. Our maths lecturer was a skinny looking man with black rimmed specs and he grew a mustache. his actions were unbelievably eccentric and if he just were to don a black suit, big black shoes and a walking stick, he would uncannily be the exact version of a Chinese Charlie Chaplin.
He began the lcture by asking an incredibly dumb question:"Those who are talking and making a lot of noise, say Yes!" I snorted. As if anyone in their right mind would be stupid enough to say yes. The next thing i knew, a chorus of "yes" in a variety of tones rang through out the lecture theatre. I raised my eyebrows(cant raise one by itself no matter how hard i try, so no choice but to settle with raising both...) Either the students in NJ were extremely lame and had a warped sense of humour, or the lecturer had an unusual ability to extract the truths out of students. I haven't tested both my theories, although i must say that the 1st theory appeals to me more, having gotten more than my fair share of lameness radiating from those around me.
Anyway, back to my weird maths lecturer. Although im rather hestitant to write more about him less my description does injustice to his funny actions, i'll still write anyway. No point wasting this skill of mine. At the start of the lecture, he turned on the projector, which projected an incredibly tiny version of our maths notes. A student raised a question: "Can you zoom in? We cant see" The teacher looked taken aback. Perhaps he was stunned at the incedulous stupidity of such a simple question that wasnt even a maths question to begin with. Now, one would expect that a normal reaction of a sane teacher would be to do as the student said, right? But in case you havent got your facts right, we are now looking at an insane one with an obviously abnormal reaction. So, instead of zooming in, he boomed, "NO!" as if asking him to zoom in was the greatest offence in the world and an insult to his perfect eyesight. "If you cant see, come in front!" He added as an afterthought. Beside me, Pager laughed and commented, "there's bound to be ppl sitting at the back one wad..."i nodded, agreeing fully with her. And i saw 2 NJ guys walking to the front of the LT. Wah, so guai, i thought. They're really gonna follow his instructions to sit in front!
Turns out that i was wrong. They walked straight to the podium and zoomed in for the teacher, while he stared at them, apparently too stunned to do anything. What brave souls! they just saved me from perpetually going blind!
Later on he proceeded with the lecture with such a fast pace that we were unable to finish copying what he wrote. Another hand burst out amidst the crowd of heads below. "Can you move up the paper? We haven finished copying..." He gave an elaborate sigh. "See? That's why i don't like to zoom in!" As if its our fault that we don't have a writing speed of 100 words per second.
"Zelo, Zelo, Zelo..." I looked up, puzzled. Zelo? was that even a word? And then i realised. OH. ZERO. He paused. Stared blankly at us. The LT was momentarily silent. Suddenly.........."HUH?!" The teacher exclaimed. I almosted jolted out of my seat. "It's so simple! You still can huh??" He went on rambling. yes yes, you're a maths teacher of cos you must know right? But not everyone is as smart. Anyway, the entire LT was filled with many different versions of laughter, ranging from the hacking choking laughter of pager to the demure one of yihui. And my own weird laughter.
At the end of our maths lecture, we all derived with our own opinions of him. To me, he was hilarious, funny, unique, eccentric and amusing. On the other hand, ****** thought he was an irritating and bian tai person.
After econs make up, we practically ewnt on an eating spree. Took a bus to serene centre where we pooled our money to buy a spread of mud pies, strawberry alaska and brownie with ice cream at island creamery. Still unsatisfied, we moved over to Adams where we ate nasi lemak and roti john. in total we didnt even spend more than 5 bucks. Feeling decidedly full, we decided to proceed to Pager's house to slack and play mahjong. We waited quite a while for e bus to come and during the waiting time, we lamed around again. Typical us. The NJ groundbreakers. The non-muggers.
Pager's living room was a total comfort zone with the aircon turned on. The sofa has a special lure to me. It seems to be calling, "come...come..." All the time. Some great place to curl up and sleep in. We played only two games of mahjong. Way lesser than i had expected and would have liked. Then watched Pursuit of happiness. Nice movie. Gives one hope that things Can still change for the better.
Ah...and i forgot that there's still Jubilate. Sighs. But then again, maybe i wouldnt have had such a fun day if i had chosen to go for it. Can't wait for the next half day to arrive mann.
Its a wonder how things like that can put a smile to my face even on such a rainy day.
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5:19 PM
Tuesday, May 8
Today was yet another monotonous and mundane day. i had several bouts of laughter though. The first one happened early in the morning, after pager told me about the pissed off taxi driver who exclaimed:"those passengers! they always ask me to drop them at the double yellow lines! My car got number plates one leh! Can get summons! Those passengers where got numberb plates??" it was said in chinese, way funnier then what it sounds like on screen. i went into tiny fits of laughter. i think i was knd of laughing through out the entire assembly, for various reasons. And i just realised-we didnt get to sing the school song today.
The second bout of lauhgter came during PE, where me, pager sherf and qiao were laughing over "the black tweety bird". And i really do think that this term is aptly used. After PE was econs. When miss lee asked yihui a Q, i pondered over what she said carefully:" for fixed cost you have fixed factors of production, so for variable cost you have...?" i frowned for a spilt second. "unfixed?" i muttered under my breath. For a moment i thought i had spoken it out loud. then i realised that it was yihui, repeating my answer, which i had helpfully offered. For some unknown reasons, the class started laughing, i laughed too, because everyone else were laughing, and i kind of felt a teeny bit of embarrassment. miss lee looked amused though, "maybe you guys can help her with her vocabulary?" oh gosh, my fault. i bet yihui's vocab list is ten times more than my own. bleagh.
Pw lesson came and went. but at the end of it i was starting to wonder, maybe providing solutions to others can be my rice bowl after all.
Chem lesson was a complete failure. i was practically laughing for as long as i could remember. i cant rmb all the funny things but pz clearly owned us all. i was listening to the fan go "heng heng heng" away and humming along with it to irritate sherf. (my new found hobby. i realised tt herirritated expression is seriously worth the trouble...not that there's any trouble though. i do get amused by myself at times too.)
And then pager turned arnd and stared at us with an almost childlike innocence. In a matter of fact tone, she asked, "you're holding a convo with the fan?" it was as if doing that was the most normal thing in the world and it is usual to see ppl chatting to fans. me and sherf burst into fits of hysterical laughter while pz made a face and turned backm and sheena was still in a world of her own, oblivious to our laughter but attentive to the teacher in front. Several minutes later, i noticed that the fan had stopped singing its little tune and pointed that out to sherf. She suggested that we let pager know about it. trying my best to control my growing laughter, i blurted out,"pager! the fan stopped talking." pz stared straight into our eyes and noted, "yes. the conversation has ended"
following tt, i suddenly thought about equality. not equality betwen man and women but equality in general. i realised tt nothing is ever equal. in work. school. friends. love. families. someone is bound to put in more effort, gain more credit, be liked more than others, love others more than they love them, biased. you can never treat your friends with equality no matter how hard you try. in most cases the more fortunate ones would have frens who love them more than they do and place them as first priority. yet such ppl never fail to take things for granted, until they learn of the pain of placing ur fren as first priority only to find urself to be last on her priority list.
oh gosh. its so late already. GPP!
*scoots to do GPP
life is full of regrets. But without regrets, we will never learn to cherish what we had.
Our Promise (:
10:41 PM
Monday, May 7
Today is the day of college day holiday. i just took a look at the slip of paper Munyee wrote to me last yr, before Os and perlims. It said : "HC!! Go together!! yeay!!" Which is exactly wad we did. we went there together. unfortunately, we didnt leave the school together as we had hoped to do so 2 yrs from now. instead, i made my move first, barely 4 months of schooling at hc. it made me bitter. my time there was so short. it was certainly not enough for me. time was not on my side. there were just too many things i had not done yet. Dreams all at once faded away as i left the premises. it was almost as if the place itself had created those dreams in me and not my own mind. All of a sudden i began to wonder if i had made the right choice in choosing this sub combi.i hope tt i'll not grow to regret this 2 yrs down the road, just as i had done for physics.
The stars tonight are really bright. When my mom sang out an animated"Twinkle twinkle little star" to me before telling me that there are "lots of stars in the sky", i merely laughed, amused by her actions. Some time later i happened to walk into the balcony and she was right. there were millions of stars, dazzling bright in the dark background. As i stared at those stars, i realised how small and insignificant i was, amidst the sea of twinkling stars. At that moment, i felt as if the stars were coming nearer and nearer and ready to swallow me up into the universe. It made me feel so relaxed and serene that i felt so like plunging into the stars, free like a bird, without any worries or any care in the world.
My hc class had given me a mini photo album with photographs which we had taken together. on the cover of the photo album, the word "family" could be seen. it had felt so right and soothing to see that word then. for a moment i really began to think that despite all that had happened, we were still going to be as close to each other as before. that night, i hugged every single person in my class as a form of bidding goodbye. for the first few weeks i visited them frequently until one day i just stopped going back altogether. the reasons were aplenty. i ran out of ppl who would accompany me into hc to visit my frens. my hc classmates were busy and so am i. Our free times were visibly different and i was getting more and more uncomfortable in the place i used to and still loved to be in. it is probably the sch u i suppose. i get paranoid entering hc in nj uni. somehow i keep feeling stares at me and i began to wonder what these ppl were thinking: oh! this is the girl who couldnt stay. wad's she doing back here. thick skinned. go away. i dun welcome u. im better than u.....
All these thoughts just keep flowing through my mind and i know...they may not be true but i just cant stop thinking bout it. no matter how damn hard i try. the feeling of inferiority still lingers. it is almost as if the word "inferiority" has been carved deep into my heart and to remove it would take months, if not years. And loads of pain involved as well.
i've just finished reading The Pact. After borrowing from munz for so long. its really sad and touching..to have a person love you so much that he is willing to do anything for you-even kill u for ur sake. i dun think this will ever happen to me(not tt i'l ever want to kill myself..nono..)
i used to think that maybe looks don't matter so much. it would be perfectly fine not to look pretty or cute or whatever because there is a higher chance of someone liking you for who you are and not how u look. then a friend of mine told me, that in order for a person to want to know you better, you have to attract first. And for that to happen, you have to look good. unfortunately, looking good is definitely NOT my forte. in fact, the words "look good" doesnt even exist in my dictionary. looks aside, i find it hard to even picture a person who will ever like me because of who i am. Jeez, i don;t even like myself! How can i expect others to like me when i don't? I don't think i can ever be as selfless as Chris. I cant ever imagine myself in his shoes...killing someone you love so dearly just because it is her wish. It ends her suffering, but it starts your own. i am selfish. i will never do that. but then again, maybe its because i haven't experienced what it is like to fall in love. Maybe i don't know wad true love is.....maybe i will never know....
My body may have left the place, but my mind is still locked somewhere deep in the heart of that place, unable and unwilling to come out.
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9:22 PM
Friday, May 4
koped this from my sister who koped this from jeridyn... 001. real name : Abeline 002. nickname: Loads of them...Abe, abby, ameline, da mee, xiao mee, maggie, abalone, apple, amberline...take your pick sia 003. single or taken : single! Why would i wanna kena kidnapped? 004. zodiac sign : Aries! We rock sia... 005. male or female : Duh female...unless im like Ruixi opp. guy acting as girl in order to get close to my beloved who is studying in an all girl's sch...think over carefully...any signs of tt? 006. elementary : amk PAP blk 109 007. high : SNG 008. college : 1st three months in HC and the remaining period shall be spent in NJ 009. eye color : brownish blackish. 010. hair color : black 011. long or short hair : shoulder length 012. shoe size : how i know? i never notice such stuffs de 013. asthma? : dun think so... 014. are you health freak : of cos not! how else would i have survived through NJ? food there is,...heavenly! and unhealthy! but who cares? I live to eat...not eat to live 015. height : ooh, 164...taller taller pls! 016. do you have a crush on someone:yeah mann, i crush on anyone who is nice to me wahaha 017. do you like yourself : ehh depends bah...sometimes i just love myself...sometimes..maybe not... 018. piercings : one on each ear. 019. tattoos : No way! that thing hurts like shit i heard 020. righty or lefty: righty! FIRSTS: 022. first surgery : Cant rmb sia...on my teeth? 023. first piercing : just last yr!! hahaha 024. first best friend : jeez...if i am not wrong...it should be either a girl called yvonne or xinyi? 025. first movie : cartoon movies aside, stir of the echoes, some horror show when i was 7 026. First cca you joined : Swimming! in P2....it said school team in my report book but from what i rmbed, i never could so much as swim one lap, must less swim competitively... 027. first pet : uhh, meal worms...i threw them away just a week before they turned into beetles...somehow i think they do rmb me..cos a week later, i found this beetle in my bedroom, clinging on to my toe! EEWW 028. first vacation : KL -P3 029. first concert : never go be4! jeez shd have just gone for tank's concert!!! 030. first crush : cant rmb...who's the first person who was ever nice to me?? CURRENTLY : 049. eating : juz finished my beehoon...yummy 050. drinking : feeling thirsty so shall drink water! 052. i'm about : to some dumb chemistry project which i dun know a thing about! 053. listening to : nothing at the moment tho i shall start listening soon...the house is so quiet and there's nobody around...scary...shall listen to music to take my mind off scary stuffs.. 055. waiting for : parents and sis to come home and accompany me so i wont be so scared...and so i can complain some stuffs to my sis! hahasha 057. wearing : the emperor's new clothes! hahaha joking joking...wearing torn and tattered beggar's clothings YOUR FUTURE : 058. want kids? : yepps...who else will yang me? 059. want to get married? : bleagh, depends on whether the right person comes along! 060. careers in mind? : Ah....loads..accountant, statistian, author, script writer, pychologist, hair stylist, fashion designer....etc... WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITESEX? : 068. lips or eyes? : eyes. you need it to fang dian sia... 069. hugs or kisses : hugs. nice warm fuzzy feeling which i dun think i've ever experienced 070. shorter or taller : taller duh... 072. romantic or spontaneous: Ah...romantic is nice..... 073. stomach or arms : both! 074. sensitive or loud: sensitive duh. 075. hook-up or relationship: Ah? si mi? HAVE YOU EVER : 078. kissed a stranger : nope cos not... 080. lost glasses/contacts: nahh 081. ran away from home : er...im like the damn guai daughter...why would i do such an unobedient thing? 082. broken any bones : nahhp 84. broken someone's heart : hmmm, maybe...im not too sure myself..hahaha 085. been arrested : yeah mann, but the prob is, arrested by who?? 086. turned someone down : aplenty sia! Whenever i busy got no choice but turn fren's invitations down:( 087. cried when someone died : lol freaking yes...i didnt want to but i broke down all the same...so much for wanting to put on a brave front 088. liked a friend : of cos i do! i not only like them, i LOVE them a hell lot! DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 089. yourself: DUH. 090. miracles : hmmmm...see first...i'll leave tt to later 091. love at first sight : YES! but i dun believe tt lasts very long 092. heaven : ooh yes, its damn cool and white and pure... 093. santa claus : nahh...stopped believing since i've stopped receiving christmas presents altogether... 094. fairies : erm....when they appear to me i'll believe.. 095. kissing on the first date : duh....not! tts like so ... bitchy? 096. angels : yes. of cos...thats how i stayed alive despite all those near death experiences when crossing the road.. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : 097. Is there one or more people youwant to be with right now? : yeah duh....i wanna be with my SN and HC frens and chat with em! 098. Is Superman really better thanBatman? : Erm...no idea? have them fight against each other and the winner wins! 099. Have you had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at the sametime? : oh of cos! right now i have about, 10 over girlfrens but no boyfriend at all...considered cheating on their feelings?
XD that was damn lame...but heck...nothing to do anyway...
:)
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9:30 PM
The Princess
Name:Abeline/Shinzo Abe/Maggie/abalone/da mee/xiao mee/abby/Xiao bao/Si mao
age:17! No longer sweet 16:(
sch:NJC
horoscope:Aries!
