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Saturday, March 1

Hmmm, i came online with the intention to blog. Blog about my life, what happened and my feelings towards certain things. Yet when I am finally here, typing, I realised that I had nothing to say.



Sighs. Or rather I have no idea what to put down on my blog. Its like my "blog filter" is currently not working.



I just realised just now that I study better when Im feeling down than when Im happy. Its like when I was happy, I stare at the lecture notes and nothing goes in. Immediately my mind would be full of the "happy" stuffs. Then just now in the morning, I was feeling rather emo and all and when I stared at my lecture notes, those words actually managed to go in!! I think my brain knows im feeling sad or troubled so it tries to get me to close out the bad and at the same time absorb lecture notes information! Coolios now I know that I have to be sad when i really wanna concentrate on my studies.



Hmmm recently I think Im becoming more easily aggitated and less tolerant of others. I hate the feeling of being forced to do something against my will. There are things that I will do without being instructed to, be it done out of good will or done because I want to. But I just don't want to be instructed to do it specifically. Because then it will seem like I am obeying rather than doing something I want to. In the end I'll just rebel and go against it, like how when my mom keeps telling me to study I get really fed up and either purposely not study or lose my mood to study. It just sucks to the core. Urgh.




Leap years was a rather slow moving movie. In fact one of the only things I like about the show happens to be the music that they aired for the trailers. Unfortunately, during the show I didnt exactly hear much of the music at all. The show turned out to be quite disappointing on the whole. I was actually quite bored by it. I guess its because there isnt really much action in the show. Its not exciting, neither is it fun to watch, nor is it scary to keep me on my toes. In fact, its just sweet but not in the entertaining kind of sweet like in Enchanted. Granted, Wong Lilin is really pretty but eh, Im not paying $6 just to watch her right? Actually to give the film some credit, the idea of using the Leap Year as the basis for their plot is really refreshing and brilliant but the show just lacks something. I cant put my finger on it. Maybe it has got to do with how wong lilin and the guy seems to have no much chemistry. I cant really feel like they are in love leh. Hmmm...oh wells.




Whee Arsenal's playing later and i hope they win! jia you jia you. hahaha.




There are stuffs I really wanna tell you but I don't dare to. I don't want to risk this friendship we already share. What if by telling you so, it just breaks your heart and then things may not be the same again. Sighs. But by not telling you, its actually harming you in the long run. Im at a total loss of what to do. And I hate the way how this is troubling me so.

Our Promise (:
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