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Thursday, January 17

Today is thursday and as usual, Im one of the earliest to reach school, one hour before assembly starts. Spotted Huifang already there and she returned me my econs homework. I think the change in her after graduating from St Nicks is drastic. I don't think I have ever seen her so hardworking before in my four years in SN.



Her reason was that if she got something she didnt deserve, she should fight harder to deserve it. I feel so guilty after that. Its like to me, I take everything for granted. If I get it, I accept. If I don't, I whine and find something or somebody to find fault with and put the blame on. How utterly foolish. Even my not-so-excellent O level results didnt wake me up from this unrealistic daydream that even if I didnt work hard, eventually at the very last minute, I will still succeed.



I really ought to be reflecting on my current lifestyle. When I have nothing to do, I don;t immediately think of making use of my time wisely by revising or stuffs like that. Instead, I go online and just stone about. Munyee is probably right. We'll only learn to appreciate time when we are suffering from the lack of it. Me, on the other hand, have too much time on my hand, thus too little appreciation for it.



During GC today Mr Z was telling us about himself. How he overcame all odds to do damn well in the NUS. At first he used to be some pai kia who smoked and drank etc. Then after he graduated from poly he decided to turn over a new leaf and went to moe to apply for a scholarship. But due to his lack of an A level cert, he didnt get one. So in his first year he worked hard and scored all straight As. Oh my goodness. In uni leh! Thats like damn hard. I really admire him for that. And eventually he got the scholarship.



I nearly died running 5 rounds today. No, actually its more than that. We ran 2 rounds on lane 6 as warm up. Its crazy la. I think I really lack the stamina and determination to continue running.



Oh. And finally we get to play angel and mortal with our junior class. Its weird though, cos we havent even seen them before. Hmmm, I hope my mortal will reply. And I hope my angel is the kind who will actually write to me. Ah wells.

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