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Wednesday, April 18

Time to back track a little... I just realised that i seriously haven updated for ages...


It has been over a month since i have been posted to NJ and yet everytime i look over at the HC clock tower from the canteen, the sinking feeling still returns to haunt me. At times, everything seems perfectly fine- I have great friends in NJ, a fun and pretty much bonded class, wonderful teachers... but then when i'm all alone by myself, my thoughts will inadvertently wander off to the HC buildings...the lessons i had there...the focal point of S7C-our class bench!...and my disobedient eyes will begin to pick out hc related objects-the badge, the box my class gave me, the turbo charge foolscape pad, the hc student handbook, my hc notes....and thats when the horrible truth sinks in-I still cant let go...no matter how hard i try. Is it the place or is it the people, i really don't know...but i suppose there is absolutely no point in thinking so much over it anymore. What's done is done and i cant redo anything.


Maybe i just need more time...


Anyway, i shall not harp about this unhappy topic anymore. Since everyone has moved on, I will too!


Seriously, my memory is damn short. I can hardly remember anything that has happened ever since i dunno when. Maybe its because everything is happening so quickly and my mind is all confused and all..


Come to think of it, my life's really boring. There's nothing ever interesting enough for me to remember and post on my blog. Funny stuffs do happen though, but my language is definitely not strong enough to put it into words and yet maintain the essence of humour in it.


Ooh, anyway i realised something. Ever since i entered my class in NJ i've been given quite a lot of nicknames by different individuals. Some examples: Maggie ... abe... eh...actually thats about all... haha so its not really a lot of nicknames but if you include past nicknames....abby, abe, maggie, da mee, xiao mee,,, blah blah


Ahh, i suddenly remembered...better write this down so that in future i can look back and relate this ghostly experience to all who are interested in listening. XD I think it was last week,i was walking from AMK hub to my void deck and then when i reached the void deck, half of it was dimmed out, without light. It was kind of creepy cos i was standing in partial darkness and i realised that the whole place was unexpectedly silent and suddenly i caught sight of this little boy squatting behind a pillar. He was carrying a little red bag and was leaning slightly against the pillar. It seemed as if he noticed me too and turned towards me. And then he gave me a smile before turning back and continuing to play with his nails... My heart totally went cold. Wad on earth is a young kid lik hime doing by himself at a void deck?


Anw, zaoing to slp...meaningless entry mann, i feel like i've just wasted a whole lot of precious time which i could have just used to catch up with my beauty sleep. XD ....




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