I simply can't believe it. i actually passed my physics test! And that was supposed to be my worst subject ever! I think what i ever expect from Physics is probably F9 all the way and then at the end of the year i get asked politely to get lost from EC and drop physics. I suppose my physics teacher didnt expect me to pass either. I could already see it in her face. Her look of pure astonishment reflected so clearly when i came up. But it was gone in a spilt second, so fast that i could have even just imagined it myself. But im absolutely sure that it was there though. She changed her surprised look into a look of somewhat pride. Probably proud that she could turn a F9 in physics student into someone scoring a C5, which is almost as bad compared to my other classmates who easily just whip up an A2 or sth without so much of studying and mugging. As my teacher showed me my marks, she put on a forced smile and proclaimed:"Well done, Abeline." I don't hear her saying that to others in my class who achieved higher marks than me. It then dawned upon me that for me, a lousy physics student, a pass is a major feat already, whereas for other students in my class, a pass is certainly not enough! What is expected from them is actually an A1 or an A2 which i won't ever get!
Anyway, wad was surprising to me was that the physics whiz Munyee actually failed! when she told me she failed i almost wanted to fly off the building at once. If she this kinda smarty also can fail, i'll probably get a single digit out of 40. So you can imagine my delight and pleasant surprise when i found out that i had passed. But when i think back about this "pass" results a short while later, i realised that my overall averaged out physics marks is still a big red "FAIL". No comforting words on that.
Trigo was returned to us too, on dunno which day. i got a miserable B4. But then, my maths isn't suppose to be very good so i guess i should be satisfied with this measly B4. Yet i still feel kinda sore about it. After all, trigo is supposed to be an easy subject. the only maths chapter i found easy so far. I feel an aching sensation whenever i think about my glorious Sec 1 and 2 years. Those were the "maths-oh-so-easy" years. i never had to study to attain good grades. But now, everything sort of plunged. I suppose its because i don't put in effort to revise maths daily. Maybe i'm too used to just being able to ace a test without studying over the last two years. but then, now is already term three, isn't it time for me to change this horrible habit?
I think my PPR this term is going to suffer. I can't even depend on my usually consistent chinese results to aid in pulling up my marks. The recent Chinese test was completely a disaster! Having 91 for the previous Chinese test isn't going to help much if i failed it. and there is also compo. What's the highest one can get for a compo? If i can maintain the 75 i've been getting since term one, fine. but if not? my grades are going down the drain. No English help either, my compre sucks. Nor lit, which usually aids instead of pulls it down. I think i'll score badly for the last lit assignment. I completely missed out an entire chunk of important details in my essay.
But why am i talking about this depressing stuffs? Shhh...lets talk about something else.
Oh yes. Scrabble...haha. that one makes me happy, but if my sister ever sees this, she's probably going to get fuming mad and get a knife to murder me. I'm serious. you dunno wad she can be like when she is angry. That i have experienced many a times. Only, things were never so serious that she had to resort to knives and choppers to get her point across. Anyway, lets get back to the topic.
When i heard Austin Tan announcing that i would play with my sister today, i was stunned. then i groaned loudly inwardly. I saw some of the Scrabble ppl turning over and giving me amused looks. Oops. My inward groaning had somehow escaped out of my mouth and was converted into outward groaning instead. i sat down waiting for my sister to come over, my potential energy is slowly being converted into kinetic energy. I could feel wind blowing and hissing into my ears fiercely:"You must win...sssss"
Ok, not so drama, that was actually jeridyn asking me to avenge her. (she lost to my sister last week)
I felt that i was gonna lose. It was scary playing against her, knowing how she won jeri, whose skills are so good, they can swipe you off the scrabble board in an instance. I played, and since our "style" of playing are so similar, we ended up tightening the board so much that we both "jing4 tui4 liang3 nan2", cannot move forward or backwards. but in the end, somehow or rather i managed to defeat her. it was so remarkable that i couldn't believe it at all.
Somehow when the wind tells you to do something, you must always obey. Wise man never goes against the wind as strongest wind cannot be seen.
heehehe...
haha...my wallpaper. nice right? i love final fantasy stuffs. got influenced by my cousin...