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Tuesday, July 5

i just happened to chance upon my last yr's stuffs...and saw this very bu4 qi2 yan3 de4 diary entry which i wrote last year....thought it sounded funny....it amazes me how i was able to write like that(even though the "like that" isnt really good either). but i'll post it anyway... get some recollection of sec two memories and life... a very sad one i recall... though not all are sad. Sec two classmates...dun read this!

Dear Diary,
Everyone is busy studying for maths class test as if its really important. that made me ask myself, why am i not studying? Am i really that apathatic to it or am i too proud to study? hope not, i dun wanna become another proudie. During lib duty on tuesday, i realised that we would be going to support our seniors at pybesterian high(how hard to spell, i hope its correct but i dont care) on 31st july. So interesting, i can visit another school. Right now, it was supposed to be geography lesson. bt the teacher never come, so we are politely ordered to do geog workbook. Surprisingly though, it still hasnt rained. just now, the clouds were so dark and heavy that i thought it was going to rain immediately. however, it didnt. im surprised. but im surprised at many things this yr. today, i feel depressed. My long time duty partner is changing her duty to friday. i will be so lonely next week. on wed, all the ppl on duty are sec twos. not that i dun lik them, but they may not welcome me though. maybe they will answer my questions but i doubt they will really talk to me. well, bye bye to my "toilet breaks". sad sad sad. wait, i mustnt say that about them. they are actually quite nice ppl. i think the unfriendly one is me. A whole lot of whines came from beside me, it's actually quite funny. i wanted to laugh, but stopped. It is impolite to laugh at others. only i wonder if ppl actually laugh at me instead. hmmm, weird thing is, i keep saying the word, "actually" but actually "actually" is a nice word to use. i think i will use "actually" more often. in 5 minutes time, it will be maths class test. not a big deal, at most, i will just fail and stay back on monday. All the better, it gives me time to polish my rusty maths. Dior just shrieked. i couldnt control my laughter anymore. i gave a snort. just a tiny snort, so that it wouldnt sound so impolite. its two more minutes to maths. i doubt i'll be able to finish writing this. oh well. the black board says:"Dikir Barat Competition". i dont like it. maybe i should fall sick on that day. to prepare myself to fall sick, i should start following my list now, in case some dont work but i'll still have time for others.

Steps to take to fall sick:
1) Eat plenty of chocolates. (but im broke, no money to buy chocolates. and my mom only allows me to eat one choc per day. one choc per day cant make you sick right? then of cos one choc per day plus 10litres of water after choc wont make you sick. So, method ineffective!
2) Wash hair with warm water then step into a cold air-conditioned room. (I know this one doesnt work. My air-con is old, not cold anymore. Its only cold at 12 midnight, and the coolness is not even from the air con, its from the spirits flying about in my room. So there, I wont try it)
3) Step on my food, then eat it. (It wont work too. If i step on it, i definitely wouldnt eat it, its too disgusting. Imagine a piece of bread with a footprint printed on it. Do you want to eat it? Cos NOT!)
Too bad, i have no more steps left. therefore, i conclude that none of my ideas work. So, i have no choice but to be present on that day. sad. im depressed. I can already hear,"Not again! Why are you always so depressed? Don't be so pessimistic! Well, I am just going to tell you this--I'm always like that! HAHA!

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Ahs....reading this makes me remember the past....come to think of it, i really, really enjoy those days where i could not study at all for my maths and yet still ace it easily...i still dun study now...but no more aces... they're all failures... so sad. there goes the genius part of me... even though this yr i prob have more friends than last yr, but academically, im not doing as well. sadly. which is why i have to buck up right now. My mom nags at me to study all the time. its for my own good i know. cos if she's not there to nag me, i prob wouldnt study at all. so she's my lucky star? haha... dun believe in that...but if i really do have a lucky star, please. whoever you are, come out and bring me luck. Oral is just around the corner. i need you!


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