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Saturday, July 16

"No. huifang said its seventy five. Shuming too. And i don't appreciate you scolding me as having bad memory. I remember what you said that's why I asked again! You know what? You are insensitive and impatient. Don't think that just because your memory is fantastic then im lesser than you." (replied sam.)



Ouch. Right. Im insensitive and impatient. but have u ever thought of why i said your memory is bad? you asked me that yesterday. Today, u asked again. How am i to know what Huifang and shuming said? you gave me no chance to defend myself and condemned me as insensitive and impatient. Don't forget, you also sounded very impatient and irritated when you had to tell me twice that you were going to Cebu. Does this mean that you have the right to be angry and irritated but i don't? And you're putting words in my mouth too! When on earth did i think that you are lesser than me?! I never meant anything like that! this goes to show wad you think of me, deep down in your heart. have you always seen me as one who doesnt care for other's feelings and looks down on others? you could have at least told me that you just wanna confirm, so i know that you remember or sth!




"No one needs to say anything...you can tell from the implication of the words. And i don't think im unreasonable. I just feel that can you at least show some patience to your friend? 'What? I thought I told you before?', 'your memory is very bad', 'why do u keep asking the same question again?' do you know how it feels like? it feels like your chiding me, like, 'sheesh, keep coming to bother me about the same old thing!' and 'can't you rmb the simplest of things?!' thats what you are thinking." (She replies again)



Yes, yes, you're always right and im always wrong. Whatever it is, it's you who are right. Yeah, im insensitive. When you sounded irritated with me becos of the Cebu thing, i bit back my tongue. I knew you were feeling frustrated becos of the book review. I didnt state any unhappiness, but im insensitive. I've always tried hard not to pick a quarrel but sometimes i used the wrong words and you misinterpreted it. im insensitive. i tried to tell you wad i really meant, u insisted on the opposite and im insensitive. I'm out the whole day, frustrated and tired cos i didnt study and i was surprised you asked about the cheng yu thing, which i told you yesterday. im insensitive and impatient. Yeah, thats right. im wad you think. Mr Bad Guy and you, the victim. I might have touched a raw nerve when i said about your memory, but did u know that there were many a times when what you said insulted me terribly and hurt my self esteem but i never did say a word. I didnt want to make a mountain out of a molehill. But im insensitive. Why? Because i said the wrong thing. because you think i am.



Why do you think i look down on you? We've been friends so many years. Surely you can understand? Surely you know that i'll never think that way? but you didnt.


Im impatient and insensitive in your eyes.

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