Its been a long time since i blogged. haven really had the time to do so. too busy i guess. but not exactly in the study sense. Im too busy reading books. nothing much really happened all this while. i guess i must be getting boring now. cant seem to write well at all.
yesterday we had scrabble. i played against Xinyi. boy, was it scary mann. my palms were sweating and all. if not for my bingo i would probably have lost to a huge margin. then so malu. but lady luck was on my side, she kept smiling to me, looking down at my tiles and using a gentle breeze to guide my hands to shift the tiles to a bingo and gave me several magical touches to get the tiles i wanted. on the opposite side, my formidable opponent clutched her head hard, thinking hard. then, she slaps down some tiles, shaking her head in despair, saying that it aint good. i was secretly happy and then i stared in utter horror when it was 20 over points. if 20 points is little, then wad is some 10 pointer moves which i made?towards the end of the game, my heart was almost out of my mouth already. the gap was so close that i was almost certain that she would catch up any moment. the clock was ticking away, almost as fast as my heart. my hands were also pratically dripping with sweat. then, finally, it was over. i heaved a sigh of relief. i had won. whoohoo! but the sad fact awaits me. i know its all lady luck's doings. who knows when she may decide to help my next opponent instead. i just had to face the fact. i need to have talent, luck cant help me last forever.
had some physics test today. i know i will fail it. i can also say confidently, i failed it. i knew it right before the test started. and i suppose mrs low knew it too. she came up to me and told me, "you have to work harder for my subject you know? got any questions ask me, dun wait until its too late ah..." hmmm...wads that supposed to mean? cant be anything positive im sure. i mean, u dun go around telling this kind of stuffs to ppl you think are good don't you? you only do this to ppl who are utter failures and needs to be pushed to work hard. which i guess i belong to. its no use denying, so i'll come clear with it. I AM HORRIBLE AT PHYSICS. nothing extraordinary i suppose. i think everyone knows it already. i would be really surprised if i pass. which isnt likely to be possible, so the surprise is off, sadly. but nvm, at least im still good at other stuffs like...erm...not to worry, i'll come up with sth. ahs....lets me think, it'll just take a sec...well...hmmm...i think it'll be better if i don't say it right? there's just....erm..too many! so i think i'll be modest. i start with my bad subjects. then u minus them off and count the number of good ones. it'll be quite a number u know...coming from me. in fact, u'll be really surprised! its just like me to give u such a pleasant little surprise right? anyway...
MY BAD SUBJECTS... 1)Physics (F9, F9, F9...wad more is there to expect?) 2)E and A maths (cant seem to do well even though munyee claims: "Your trigo is good!" yeah right. even if it is good, do u think they'll test trigo and only trigo for the Os?) 3)chemistry (cant rmb loads of stuffs...especially formulas. simply cannot memorise) 4)Biology (no matter how hard i seem to work fot bio, i can never seem to get more than a B grade. im such a failure) 5)Social studies/history (source base sucks. structured question only done by luck. my intuition saved me twice. i don't think i'll be "third time lucky".) 6)English (i only get an A for group work. the highest i ever got for individual pieces is just an A2...and its only once. thank you, group mates. i owe it all to you) 7)Higher Chinese (even my chinese teacher only got an A2 for it given his writing skills, wad else can i expect other than a F9? and i can hardly write for nuts) 8)Chinese (i only seem to do well because i have lots of time to plan wad i want to write at home. during exam, how much time do i have? one hr prob. and no in between tea breaks to relax my senses. and my zao ju sucks. my tuition teacher can tell u that. i can tell that she knows how lousy my zao ju standard is. sometimes she don't even bother to ask me how to zao ju, she straight away zao for me and make me memorise) 9)English Literature (it seems really consitent isn't it? 19, 20 out of 25? but no. i only get this kind of grades because i use mrs tian's notes and i refer to the textbook and all. want me to write without equipping me with my full-of-notes-joy-luck-club-book and i'll give you shit. u probably dun want to read it.)
yeah...thats bout all...take the subjects i take and minus those above off and u get... erm...im sure your maths is great. u can do that yourself. so, don't you admire me for the number of good subjects i have? Its a lot already kays.
actually, thats about all i have to say, goodbye, goodnight and last of all, good ridance, whoever you are.
have a great and fanstatic day!
remember, im your friend always, whoever-you-are-as-long-as-you-are-nice
oh yes, i love seafood...rmb to buy me some hermit crabs, whoever-you-are-that-is-my-fren-and-has-hermit-crabs
ah, my phone's a lil old...rmb to get me a new one, whoever-you-are-that-is-my-fren-with-loads-of-extra-phones-or-cash
yes.
im sure you know
im just crapping away...
cos im feeling hyper...
even though i'll fail physics...
but i very kan de kai one
i understand the need to fail...
everyone fails b4 isnt it?
at least im not the only one...
but
farewell...
until another day...
i feel like singing...
lalalala....
sweet dreams....zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ
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7:28 PM
The Princess
Name:Abeline/Shinzo Abe/Maggie/abalone/da mee/xiao mee/abby/Xiao bao/Si mao
age:17! No longer sweet 16:(
sch:NJC
horoscope:Aries!
