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Saturday, July 30

Just kaypohed around, looking at other's blogs. quite interesting to read though. this one had loads of pictures but little words. cool. as they say, a picture tells a thousand words. so there's prob a lot of hidden meaning behind all those pictures.

went for dental appointment yesterday. horrid mann, really horrid. I don't understand why on earth did i choose that colour. Its algae green for your info! now my poor teeth looks as if its invaded with weird greenish algae. I don't even dare to open my mouth now. so all i can do is to clam my mouth shut tightly and when i wanna smile, smile without opening my stupid mouth. better still, don't smile at all. i regret choosing green. stupid. now that i recall, the dental nurse gave me a quizzical look when i said i wanted that green and she asked:"Are u sure?" I was so stunned that i nodded my head. i think she knows. knows that it'll look horrid. especially on a person like me. who can't even choose colours well.

Im actually supposed to have tuition this morning. but my tuition teacher didnt call(not that i want her to call...i just wanna show her my chinees paper...if i had a choice i want her to come for 5 minutes, look thru my paper then go home)so i don't have to have tuition this morning. which is actually a good thing, cos i didnt do my tuition homework at all. Im such a not dependable person. wadever my tuition teacher askes me to do, i always don't do until the last minute.i rmb there was a time when we were doing compo, she said sth like, bu yao ling shi bao fuo jiao(don't do last minute stuffs) then she gave me this meaningful look and i knew she knew i was like that. haiz, was so horribly ashamed of myself and promised to myself that i would change. but look! Im back to the old ways again. as the saying goes, jiang shan neng gai ben xing nan yi (a leopard never changes its spots), i guess i cant wash away my spots anytime too soon. It'll probably take ages.

Im gonna cut my hair today.

discussed it with my mom last night. she claims that i've been dropping too much hair and if i wanna save myself from becoming completely bald, i have to take immediate action. I was so shocked by my imaginated hairless head that i agreed to cut almost immediately. then it dawned upon me when my mom sat down there, smiling slyly, with an evil glint in her eyes, praising me for knowing wads the best for myself. I knew it. I was conned. I felt into her carefully thought out plan to get me to cut my hair. Or could it also to part of daddy's plan to save water and save electricity? they both know that i use more water when i have more hair to wash and i use more electricity when i have more hair to dry. so they want to put a stop to it. they want to cut of the unnecessary water bill, unnecessary electricity bill, and unnecessary hair. so smart. use this kind of despicable method to trick me. but i cant say im very smart either. mei xiang dao wo jing ran lun luo dao zhe ge di bu.

I decided to give myself prep talks, like lena did for Harold. i wanna be more confident! but can i? hmmm...i shall start with listing out all my good qualities!

....but i think its easier to list the bad ones first then figure out how to change it for the better? ok. so its decided.

MY BAD POINTS:
1)too insecure (i guess i am. one evidence is that i usually answer a question with a question mark. like if someone askes, how're u feeling today? i'll be like, erm, im ok? yeah...sth to that effect.)

2)Mean (i seem to have mean thoughts all the time...sadistic too...like when im walking along orchard road or sth i'll suddenly imagine a bomb blasting somewhere near me.)

3)lazy (don't do homework, don't study, don't help my sister with her homework cos too lazy to think...)

4) Unobservant (my mom always says that of me. A man with a huge bomb can stand beside me for two hours and i won't notice if he is carrying a bomb. I'll just notice his height.)

5)Slow to react (my sister always says that...to make her laugh i used to pretend to be slow all the time, now i think im really becoming like that...all ur fault u little idiotic sister!)

6) not intelligent yet not diligent (exactly the reason why you should work hard, says my mother. yeah yeah, im 0% near sucess.)

7)Too straightforward (easily offends others without myself knowing it, then i look at the person and thinks she is not bothered by it. then i find out from another person that she is incredibly mad at me fot saying these stuffs straight into her face and she wants to sever all ties from me. i apologise of cos, she told me its alright. then i found out from my frens again that she is still fuming mad inside. too bad im not a powerful Legilimens like snape, or i'll be able to know wads going on in her head without having to rely on others.)

8)too gullible(i can actually believe wad others say even though it sounds incredible! then later i see their smiling faces and i know i was duped. so embarrassing!)

9) erm...never mind...my brain doesnt seem to work now

maybe the truthful way of phrasing is that i have too many bad points that it'll take forever to get them all listed out one by one. this is the cold hard truth...but i cant accept it...so i try to warp my own thinking.

who cares?

everyone has their own bad qualities.

Bananas in pyjamas, are running round the house...
Bananas in pyjamas, are screaming in the house...

B1: Hello B2! had a great morning?
B2: hello B1! HAD A GREAT MORNING!
B1: Oh really?
B2: Oh really.
B1: I see, that's very nice isnt it?
B2: yes, you see, that's very nice.
B1: Can u please stop copying wad i say?
B2: can i stop copying wad you say? can i say no?
B1: no, you can't say no
B2: I can't say no?
B1: yes, you cant say no.
B2: Says who?
B1: Says me.
B2: Alright i'll listen to you
B1: I knew you would listen to me
B2: then i won't listen to you!
B1: baah! Go eat shit. Irritating B1!
B2: Ha! i agree!
B1: wad? i meant B2.
B2: no, you said B1.
B1: i said B1 but i meant B2!
B2: bleah. fine. have it your way. goodbye and good riddance.
B1: Same to you, B2. btw, B2, you seem to be rotting. your skin is turning to an unhealthy dark brown! how disgusting. get someone to eat you quick!
B2: Who will eat me in this state?
Human: Ah, i like half rotten bananas. i'll take it and eat it up.
B1: goodbye B2, i'll miss you.
B2: goodbye B1, i'll miss you too!
Human: gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble. yummy.

Im so damn lame. fancy writing bout bananas in pyjamas.

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