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Thursday, June 30

just now in the afternoon we had a sec 4 farewell party. huifang asked if i would cry next year when it was our turn. would i? i asked myself. then decided on a "no, i wouldnt" i added a "i would only cry if i were asked to make a speech, and the reason being i have stage fright". now i rethink about it again. maybe i would feel sad. i dunno....cos after next yr i would be leaving st nicks forever...after 10 years studying there. true, i may be slightly sick of my sch but having studied here for so many years, there is no doubt some feelings for this school. i dun think i can leave happily, i will probably miss walking home from there. wad will life be like in junior college? (if i can get in) it's a whole new experience. i haven had any chance to adapt to new surroundings since there has been no need for me to do so. my primary and secondary school are the same and my frens remain the same people. my house is the same to. i really wonder how i would cope with the whole new completely different life like that. Its somehow rather scary to think about it. its not that im paranoid (like ying ying st clair), i dun go about locking basement doors. anyway, i'll probably miss my cca too...and i hate saying goodbyes, its like asking me to say "i love you" to someone i dun love at all.


Sometimes things become difficult, but you have to do it anyway.



like saying goodbyes...

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