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Wednesday, June 22

I reread Hui Fang's blog to find out what i am in her eyes. Being the conceited, self-centred person i probably always am, i used the word-find Rina taught me and searched through the blog for any hint of my name in it. Boy, the stuffs I saw about myself. Can't deny that i felt hurt after reading that. Am i really that superficial? But still, it was fun to read events which included me again. I think i saw Samantha's name appearing more times than mine and less hurting than mine. This goes to show her superior position in Hui Fang's heart. Though recently they had some sort of tiff over soiled garlic bread. But eventually, they're friends again. Sometimes I'm kinda jealous of them. How they seem to laugh at silly things and giggle away like everything is so perfect. How I admire their carefree laughter! How i wanna join them in it! But no, I had to roll my eyes at them and proclaim:"Childish!" And they would still laugh anyway, like nothing is wrong. I like that-being able to shrug things off without a care. Am I being too serious in life or anything? Or maybe it's just the environment we were in and how self-conscious I was. But its totally different matter at home(u can ask my sis). I like going crazy at home. That's when the person I love to be appears. I like disturbing my sister a lot. It makes me laugh to see her get mad at me(like now, she's reading). But later, she can't help but join in my "irresistable" (dun make me vomit out my dinner, says sis) and hysterical laughter. It's weird, u know. Usually its the little one that disturbs the older one but in our house it's vice versa.
My dad brought back this huge "FIFA Confederations Cup" poster back for my sister to fill in after each match is over. Being such an avid football fan(haha, u HAD to add that in, says my sis), I'm surprised that she didnt stay up every night to watch these matches. But I bet she'll do so for the World Cup next year.(yes! Definitely, says my sis)She has been waiting for it so long, her neck's gone long. Oh no, I think i'm really gonna fail my maths mid yr review. And the night before i actually watched Rush hour 2!I mean, wad could be more important than a test or exam? (I'm nurtured to think that way) Talking about exams, I suddenly remembered that i've got this Chinese oral tomorrow! Luckily, it's not the O levels Oral. When I told my mom calmly about it just now, she just nodded, smiled sweetly and walked away. I counted to three. As expected, she came walking backwards in a hurry and exclaimed:"O lev oral tomorrow?! And you're not practicing!" She sounded so panicky for me that i felt guilty for not panicking myself. I told her it wasn't the Os and she heaved a sigh of relief. It's really interesting how the way parents seem to be more worried about exams and stuff when we students seem to take it so lightly. It's usually a "big deal" when it comes to tests or exams. I mean, we've had so much of all these that we've become immune to it already. The antibiotic no longer has the same effect.

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