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Thursday, June 30

Shadows make lonely company....will u accompany me instead?


thats my msn nick. Sam seemed to like it a lot...haha..."ur nick nice!" said sam. "nice phrasing, the lonely company part" said sam. i guess it's nice, but at the same time sad and miserable...
isnt it really upsetting when someone only has their own shadow for company? the only thing u can confide in is ur shadow
and no one else. In the passing of time, you are immersed in your shadow and you and your shadow become one. Reminds me of ying ying st clair from the joy luck club.

I think i'm influenced too much by mrs tian....i seem to refer almost everything to the joy luck club...its a great book tho.

just now in the afternoon mrs tian was giving us a some sort of motivational talk. "the world is your oyster" she said. sam liked it so much she put it up on msn. today we had the sec four graduation stuff. Me, huifang and sam sneaked of to swing. the swing was so low i felt like i was off balanced when the swing swung up. so scary..like i was going to fall off...sometimes u get this scary feeling like u're gonna fall off somewhere....down and down a never ending pit. your heart keeps sinking yet it never reaches the bottom, like you'll never reach the end of the pit. its the worst feeling of all, not knowing what is going to happen and being all so helpless and vulnerable.

what would u do if one day u know something terrible is going to happen to you and yet you are powerless, you can do absolutely nothing to help yourself?

would u start to break down and cry?

You'll never know wad u'll do actually...unless u've been there before.

Our Promise (:
9:09 PM